jealousy is nothing more than a fear of abandonment.
is it fair to hate someone because she's doing better than you?
maybe kudos to a stroke of luck?
no? i thought so too.
but some people just don't see that.
jealousy blinds.
i thought all was going well until such shit happened.
go ahead. hate me.
be competitive all you want...but i'm not going to join this childish game.
so what if you work so hard and finally do better than me?
that's not going to hurt me is it?
i'm just wondering how much satisfaction you people will finally get out of this.
i'm not about to go crying to my mummy or sulk in a corner when you flash your triumphant megawatts smile.
and why do people get so upset when you do better than them?
did i not work hard enough for it?
did i not work just as hard as you did, if not harder?
it's ridiculous.
and rather depressing. i thought things were going really well.
at least the rest are sane enought to not have the green monster called mr jealousy hanging from their backs.