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aren't worth someone else's pain.
- jerine
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
jerine♥, 8:53 PM | 0 Noticed Me

life embarrassing moments.

we all have those moments.
moments where we just wished the earth would open up and swallow us whole.
nat, IT'S OK TO MAKE A TOTAL FOOL OF YOURSELF.
hahahahahahahaha=)

today was another fantastic day.
school was totally fun again.
i just hope the fun doesn't stop soon.

nat embarrassed herself in geography today.
IN FRONT OF MS LIM.
actually, it was ms lim that exposed her stupidity and made her embarrass.
it was HILARIOUS!
MS LIM, YOU DA BOMB!

so we were in groups during geog,
and my group was sitted next to nat's group.
life's just soooo unfair.
her group is totally cool, and mine's like......BLAH.
she had niq, jie lin and joann.
people who are actually relatively normal.
in fact, i think i'm in the worse group.

but thank god for little favours....i had genevieve with me. =)
but she doesnt talk much.
so i'm in the worse group in the class.
THEY DON'T TALK.
i felt like i was the only one doing the talking.
my god....i would have gone insane if gen wasn't with me.
but girl! u can help me loads my talking!

ms lim's just really mean.
why the hell must she put me with a whole group of quiet people?!
with the exception of gen, they are all losers-beyond-repair!
hasn't she heard of even distribution?
can't she put at least another outspoken person in my group?

we were really close to nat's group.
so absolutely nobody knew the answer to a question i had,
or they just refused to open their leaded mouths,
i turned to nat's group to ask.
they didn't know the answer.

so nat was like why don't you write it on the challange me paper?
before i go on, i must explain that each group had a handout.
it was on energy, and the flip side was a "challenge me" thing.
it encourage students to ask questions to get extra marks for C.A.
that was very ms lim, and she had us do that before.

back to the story...so i turned to my group and asked for the "challenge me" paper.
and ms lim so happened to walk by.
she was like what are ya'll doing?
nat explained and she just stared at both groups.
than she was like that's just rough paper!

ms lim was smiling too when we were all laughing our heads off at nat's stupidity.
ms lim's tendancy to save paper leads to her using the flip side of rough paper all the time.
nat was TOTALLY embarrassed.
she had a couple of questions down already.
hahahaha =)

and nat embarrassed herself again after lunch.
nat swee and i were climbing the stairs back to class after lunch and nat nearly fell backwards.
lol =)

well i had an embarrassing moment today too.
niq swee nat and i went to the pond after recess to make wishes.
and i nearly fell backwards into the pond trying to make a wish.
hahahahahaha =)

and after lunch we poured water down from the 4th floor at niq who was on the 1st.
her face was funny..like a why-is-there-water-falling-from-nowhere kinda look.
so when she was coming up the stairs we waited for her and poured water down again..
lol=) it was fun!

ok...i'm lazy to type this out so i got swee's permission to steal it from her blog since she typed it already.
it's about nat embarrassing herself again.

LOL I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING ELSE. hahas. [its so primary school larhs. lol.] mr lian walked to cynthia's table to explain smth.. then nat and i [next row from cyn] were looking at his arms.. full of veins. nat went to point them out.. lol.. then i told her.. ''eh.. point again!'' then she point. lol. i pushed her shoulder and she touched him.. then he turn back. LOL. NAT WAS LIKE FUCKING PAISEH LA. LOL. its so preschool but it was funny.. this part funnier.. monique pointed out that it looked like he was wearing boxers. then nat put her face close to his ass. LOL. then i said ''eh.. out ur head there again!!'' LOL. HAHHA.. nat put k! but she realised it and she pulled back. LOL. HAHHAAHAH. ok. funny. =)

see...there's a difference in our writing.
hers is like a typical ah lian, and she admits it to =)
which reminds me of P.C lessons today..
LOL =)
but i'm not gonna type everything out.

oh wells...today was a wonderful day =)

but my grandmother (paternal) got admitted into the hospital today.
now both my grandmothers are in the hospital.
i love my paternal grandma.
i just hope that god will bless her with good health and help her be all fit and healthy again.
like the grandma i've always known.
i love her.




love life. live it.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006
jerine♥, 8:34 PM | 0 Noticed Me

never knew.

when i want nothing to do with you i get all the attention in the world.
now that i'm giving a little attention i feel like i'm non-existant.
some people just ought to be shot.

and you think it's very fun.
an arse-full of shit.

what is going through me?
why am i so uptight?!
ugh...
why do i even bother.

moving along,
we didn't get to see she's the man.
god-damn assembly ended at 2.30.
and the principle said she'll only take 10 to 15 minutes.
ought to go back to pre-school and learn about time and how to read the clock.
1.40 to 2.30 sooo not 15 min.

i was looking forward to the show alrights?
but we would never make it to the 3.05 show in town.
so i ended up having lunch with jill priya niq and alex.
i have to stop eating in between breakfast and dinner.
i need to lose weight.

according to today's screwed-up measurements,
somehow or rather i shrank.
the last time we took our height i was 1.64/1.65m.
NOW due to the school's inaccurate, horrid, and cheapskate equiptments,
i'm 1.63m.

put on weight over the hols.
i'm now 54kg.
boo me.
yes, i'm fat.
my BMI is 20.3.

i officially declare fat the new slim.
actually, come to think of it,
i'm not that fat.
i'm not that fat.

omg omg omg...
tonight's a lovely night!
i just realised there's a whole cluster of stars that's visible from outside my bedroom window.
pretty =)

i told you i was a preppy girly girl. =)



i need to be in control of myself.

Monday, June 26, 2006
jerine♥, 8:14 PM | 0 Noticed Me


school's in! again...

yep! 1st day of the term.
it went quite well i must say.
it was fun. =)
yay for school!

i have yet to finish my homework though.
i have TONS to do.
but i don't care.
i'll finish in the end anyways.

but school was fun.
really fun.
for some reason or other i've fallen in love with school all over again!

BUT. there's a catch.
school ends at 4pm everyday.
it still starts at 7.20am though.
it's so gay.
ugh!

but i'm still in school at 6.40 everyday.
rain or shine, snow or hail. =)

so a.math from 2.30 to 4 today.
boo. i couldn't do a single question without help.
i should be in the e.math class.
i'll do well =)
nat and i will prob finish our work an hour before the end of the lesson.
i love e.math!

so...swee and i are still proving nat wrong.
THERE IS NO STRAIGHT TREE IN THE WORLD.
they are always crooked.
even if it's only a little.

movie with joann nicole and sandra tomorrow.
she's the man.
and i'm the bomb =)
you are all invited.
any takers?

omg...i can't stop talking about school!
i love love love it soooooo much!
hahahahhahahaha.
call me crazy.
but today is the best 1st day EVER.
i'm so happy today.
so this post will be the most boring one ever, with me going on about school.

oh...we have many new teachers.
in the school.
not our class thank god.
i told nicole if they gave us any trainie teachers,
i'm gonna hold a demonstration, and march into the principle's office.
it's so unfair.
for the past 3 years MY class gets the most trainie teachers.

and if we don't do well the principle, vice-principle, dicipline teachers and all our subject teachers come in to give us a day-long talk.
"you girls are underperforming. being the best arts class, the second best in the school, and your language is supposed to beat the other classes, you are expected to do MUCH better than this!"
please...that is soo gay.
i want to ask again.
is it our fault that we don't get priority when teachers are involved?!

4/7, 4/7, 4/7...
they get the best of everything.
and then the principle says all teachers are the same.
fuck la..

oh wells.
i'm not gonna let this get to me.
i'm HAPPY =)

i've gotta go get some homework done.
geography.
i love it and hate it at the same time.
ms lim wants the research by tomorrow.
i want to repeat this: her due date online says 30 june!
this is soo unfair.
is doing her gerog corrections which consists of 25 pages all typed out not enough?!
i don't do rubbish work alright?

there's QUALITY.
i spend a whole lot of time thinking of how to do every damn question alright?!
i spend time doing CAJ which absolutely nobody bothers to do well.
i give good responses.
and it's evident.
ms lim said she enjoyed reading.
which means it's good!
so boo for having another ton of research to do when i just finished a ton.
i'm like doing geography my entire school life.
yes, i enjoy geog and the lessons, BUT the amount of homework is just ridiculous.


ciao...

Saturday, June 24, 2006
jerine♥, 1:37 PM | 0 Noticed Me

sevens.

i got tagged by nat.
so here it goes...

7 random facts about me.
1. i'm not as hardworking as i want to/appear to be.
2. i'm a romantic =)
3. i'm never the kind to let my feelings show.
4. i'm very self-conscious - what people think DOES matter. sometimes alot.
5. i'm a nature girl! [minus the insects, mud, gross stuff and what nots =)]
6. i can't cook, bake etc.. AT ALL.
7. i want a baby. A BABY. not anything that's between 3 and 15.

7 things that scare me.
1. dying unloved/a painful death/not being able to die when i'm so ill i might as well be dead.
2. being ugly and unwanted.
3. THE DARK.
4. living in poverty.
5. losing loved ones.
6. failure.
7. [see my previous entry. =)]

7 random music.
1. what if.
2. come what may.
3. dance with my father.
4. tonight i wanna cry.
5. like we never loved at all.
6. one day i'll fly away
7. the way i do.

7 things i like the most.
1. daydreaming.
2. just hanging out and having fun with friends.
3. criticizing and making fun of strangers. =)
4. nature.
5. simple pleasures of life.
6. romantic lovey-dovey stuff =) awww...
7. pretty stuff.

7 things i say the most.
1. fuck.
2. my god.
3. serious?!
4. come on...
5. shuttup.
6. gay.
7. right...

7 people to do this.
1. alexcia.
2. jillian.
3. melody.
4. monique.
5. jody.
6. steph. khoo
7. any other peorson who has an active blog and wants to do it.

blah...i just realised that not many people have active blogs.
ok. they do.
but i don't just tag people i don't really talk to eh?





i've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show.
i thought being strong meant never losing self-control.

Friday, June 23, 2006
jerine♥, 2:04 PM | 0 Noticed Me



i fear.

i ripped this off somewhere.
heh =)

I FEAR 32 OUT OF 66 THINGS;

[X] the dark - i still sleep with my bedside lamp on. i'm never the last to sleep at home cuz i'll have to off all the lights at home. NEVER put in me a dark room alone...i don't know what i'll do to myself. it's more a phobia than fear i think.
[X] staying single - i don't want to die lonely in an empty house, and have my body be discovered only when i start rotting.
[ ] getting married
[X] being a parent - what if my child turns out horrid?
[X] giving birth - labour. OUCH. i'm terrified of pain. and blood.
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[X] heights - ick! my legs become jelly-like.
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds - i'm not afraid of them. i just don't like them.
[X] spiders/other insects/anything with 6 or more legs. - eww eww and EWW.
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[X] fire - i'm just afraid to be caught in one and be burnt alive.
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[] pools
[X] failure - yes. i fear failure. very much. and i'm not ashamed to admit it.
[ ] success - which loser fears success?!
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[X] mice/rats - eww eww and EWW. again.
[X] jumping from high places - no way. let me say it again. my legs become wobbly. i won't jump. i'll probably just fall.
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ]wind
[X] cemeteries - freaky deeky.
[X] clowns - i'm just feaked out the freaky looking ones. like the one in IT.
[ ] large crowds - i just don't like it.
[X] demons or evil - yes. yes. i don't want to know what they can do to me.
[ ] crossing bridges
[X] death - very. VERY.
[X] Hell - yes! who wouldn't?
[ ] Heaven - again, who's afraid of heaven? god's there. nothing to be afraid. ok. maybe just afraid of not being able to enter.
[ ] being robbed - just ask. DON'T point a god-damn knife at me.
[X] being sexually assulted
[ ] men (the gay ones)
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[X] doctors, including dentists - just a little. i don't know what they'll do to me. but it's usually fine.
[X] tornadoes - i'm afraid of death, and these things usually lead to death. and loss.
[X] hurricanes - see tornadoes.
[X] being punished - yep. but only of certain people. like ms lim. just leave me alone. actually, no. i'm not really afraid.
[X] diseases, including cancer and STD's - please please please don't ever let me suffer from any of these. esp. something incurable.
[X] snakes - they should be banished from the face of the earth.
[X] sharks
[ ] dinosaurs - never even seen them so how to be afraid? besides, they'll never be back =)
[ ] Friday the 13th
[X] poverty - ohhhh yes...ohhh no..please don't let it happen to me.
[X] ghosts - just makes darkness a whole lot worse.
[ ] Halloween
[X] school - sometimes...
[ ] trains or railroads
[X] fear - eh? i fear fear. afraid of being afraid. lol =)
[X] being alone - depends on the situation. like in the dark.
[X] losing my friends - friends, family, and everything in between.
[X] being blind to things
[X] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[X] being murdered in my sleep - i AM afraid of death, and i don't want to die horribly.

Wednesday, June 21, 2006
jerine♥, 5:24 PM | 0 Noticed Me


sweetness.

so i came across this really sweet thing today,
AND I'M STEALING IT!
muahahahaha =)

Boy: I need someone to talk to.
Girl: I'm always here for you.
Boy: I know.
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much.
Girl: talk to her.
Boy: I don't know. She wont ever like me.
Girl: don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: then tell her.
Boy: she wont like me.
Girl: how do u know that?
Boy: I can just tell.
Girl: well just tell her.
Boy: what should I say.
Girl: tell her how much you like her.
Boy: I tell her that daily.
Girl: what do u mean.
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her
Girl: i know how u feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me.
Boy: wait. Who do u like?
Girl: oh some boy.
Boy: oh... she wont like me either.
Girl: she does.
Boy: how do u know..
Girl: because who wouldn't like you.
Boy: you.
Girl: you're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love u too.
Girl: so r u going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.

so all together : "Awwwwwwww........"

it's soooo sweet!
ok. i'm sorry but i'm a girl alrights?
a hopeless romantic.
it's quintessentially me. =)

but romantic stuff only happens in dreams.
in movies.
in fairytales.
it will never happen to someone like me.
besides, the guys in singapore are hopeless.

and i repeat: the guys here in singapore are hopeless.

maybe i should just stop believing in all these rubbish.
all that magic associated with love.
that sparks will fly and what not.

maybe it will be more relistic to wait,
then look for someone realistic.
someone who is financially stable and what not.
maybe, just maybe, love will blossom overtime.

maybe love and all that everlasting love magic thingy-majigy is just bullshit.
total bullocks.
a fallacy.
maybe one should just stop believing in love.
who knows, maybe all that love we have been looking out for just does not exist?

maybe i'll end up a spinster like what nat swee and i were talking about online the other day.
die a virgin.
return unopened.
blah.

but i want to get married.
i want to believe in love.
i want to believe in the whole butterfly-fluttering-in-your-stomache thing.
i want to love and be loved.

but since when do you get what you want?

but damn, am i hard to please.
i have such way-up-there expectations even my own mother doesn't approve of.
she thinks if i carry on thinking that way i'll be left on the shelf.
maybe i won't get married after all.

i think i have high expectations of myself.
and i expect the same from others.
i know i shouldn't impose these expectations on others.
but i can't help it.
so sue me.

i want to marry a rich guy.
but they often fool around.
so i want a rich guy who loves me and only me.
yes. i am selfish.

but more often than not rich guys are old wrinkly men.
boo.
so they are spending daddy's money.
boo.
heh. so my guy hs to be successful too.

boo me.
lets just wait and see who i end up marrying eventually.
which pig on this horrid world will i marry.

I DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT UP ON THE SHELF!
but i won't want to marry just any guy for the sake of getting married.

maybe i just won't marry.
i'll be like my aunt.
she's not married, very successful, rich and what not.
and mind you, she does not look one bit like a spinster.
she's 40 plus but she looks very much like a 30 plus.
sometimes people think she's only a 20 plus.
and that's good.

i shall take over her GORGEOUS house in New Zealand and live with a cat, a dog, and a horse.
hahahaha.
ain't i greedy?
i'm not alrights?
just very materialistic.





i love me.
love is the best and the worse thing that has ever happened to mankind.

Monday, June 19, 2006
jerine♥, 2:28 PM | 0 Noticed Me



i love my daddy.

yep. i do.
i think he's really funny.
was talking to melody about father's day and i remembered something funny.
my daddy's cute.

so we were at the hospital yesterday as i've already mentioned.
my maternal grandma's unconscious.
so me and my dad were standing at a connor talking while everyone pretended to be all upset and were all crowding around my grandma.

and my dad was like "don't stand so close la..don't disturb her...she's tired..let her sleep..it's ok one...nothing wrong with her..now world cup season..last night she went downstairs to the hospital canteen watch football ma..go starbucks order double shot expresso..watch till 3 plus in the morning..that's why very tired. now want to sleep..very tired la...don't disturb her..."

he was damn funny the way he said it. LOL.

on saturday night my dad and i were just watching tv.
so he took a can of 100 plus from the fridge to share it with me. and after that he was like "don't know why people want like this. it's just salt water. and they pay $1.50 for it. pay me. i'll make it for you. i'll take $1.50 and make you 1.5 liters."
so i'm like "there's carbonated water in 100 plus. how are you gonna do it? fart in the bottle? besides, it's H2O that's without gas."

(take note of H2O being salt water - the drink. not in terms of chemistry.)

so at the hospital yesterday the both of us were just talking and i was getting REAL bored.
he refused to go to starbucks to get a drink with me.
noticed that the old lady in the next bed was on drip.
and the packet was labled "sodiun chloride".
then he pointed to the drip and went "u like H2O right? since you're thirsty go wake the aunty up and ask can share anot.."

i'm telling you.
my dad is nuts.
but i think he can be funny and cute too.

i wanted to post pictures but somehow or rather it's not successful.
tough luck.




if love was shelter, i'd rather walk in rain.

Sunday, June 18, 2006
jerine♥, 6:59 PM | 0 Noticed Me

love, life and loss.

alright. so i haven't been blogging for a while.
laziness is getting the better of me.

so i'll start with today.
fathers' day blahness.
nothing at all actually.
i'm a horrible daughter who ought to be shot.
daddy dearest asked me what i had planned for him today last night.

daddy: so...tomorrow is fathers' day. got anything up your sleeves?
me: eh..how does breakfast in bed sound?
daddy: you can't cook you know. i don't want to put out a fire early in the morning.
me: i can make you bread. peanut butter? i can make you tuna toast as well.
daddy: an idiot can do that. besides i don't want to break the "no food in the room" rule.
me: suit youself. i made a very generous offer.

there.
so he wanted to take me out for breakfast this morning.
he's like we'll go out for breakfast. you've been sleeping till 11 for the past 1 month hippo.
yep, so being the horrid daughter i am i chose my sleep over my daddy.
boo me.

had a bad scare this afternoon.
i turn on my laptop for less than 10 min and i get this phone call from my mother.
all she said was come down to the hospital now.
i thought something really bad happened to my grandma who was admitted yesterday.
my dad and i left the house in under 5 min.
that's like a record alright?!
no one ever gets me out of the house that quickly.

hell.
when we went there everyone was just sitting outside.
my brother who was in famine camp came out too.
my mum had some wedding lunch and left just as the 2nd dish was served.
the hospital called her saying me grandma's blood pressure was dropping - fast.
so she told them if her condition takes a turn for the worse just let her go.

no. my mum's not trying to get rid of my grandma.
it's just that my grandma has been sick for so long and she can't talk, nor eat food that's not all mashed up. she's also bed-ridden.
but we put her on the wheelchair too.
having lived like that for the past few years, i think she's better off dead.
no...i'm not being rude or disrespectful or anything.

she's lived in that empty house of hers with my grandpa and the maid and occasionally my aunt.
but all she probably sees is the wall beside her bed.
she can't even turn on the bed on her own.
what's the point of living when there's probably nothing to live for?
if i were her i'd want to die.
it'd be like relief.
i think she'll go to a much better place after death.
if she can talk she'll probably ask us to let her go too.

i think it's really selfish of us to keep asking the doctors to pull her back everytime she's about to go.
she'd probably seen the gates of heaven already.
we're keeping her here for ourselves.
it's not fair to her.
it's not fair to keep her sufferings going for us.
she'd be better off somewhere else.

but my grandma's still fine.
nothing's wrong at the moment.
that was a bad scare. a stupid one.
all my uncles were informed, and i was shocked they got there even faster than i had.
considering the fact that they only visit their parents once a year during chinese new year.
a whole lot of unfilial sons.
6 sons and 2 daughters but it's the daughters that take care of them.
my mum and my aunt.

and my aunt who just left for silkroad yesterday is on the next flight back.
so much for a holiday. bless her.
sometimes i wonder why traditional people want sons.
seems to me like none of my uncles are worth it.
they only turn up whenever they hear that my gradma's dying.
it has been like that all the time.
she nearly died thrice.
and everytime i witness the phenomenon where they turn up only at her death bed.

no one bothers even when she's critically ill.
absolutely no one gives a hoot.
and everytime the doctors say she's dying they start shedding crocodile tears.
sad? bullshit.
they probably can't wait to see her die.
if they really love her the 1st time she was about to die they should have already learnt their lesson.
but no. no one visits her after she leaves the hospital.

i pity my maternal grandparents for having such sons.
only turning up when they're about to die.
when they recover, you don't see the sons till the next new year.

what's the point of crying only when the person is dying?
where are they when the person is still around, constantly looking for them, missing them.
there's no point crying at the funeral for others to see.
i hardly think you are upset.
just shedding crocodile tears for others to see.
save it.

when that loved one is around you don't even care.
so why are you crying?
what's the point?
in fact, why are you even present?
you should just turn up for the reading of the will dammit.
i'm sure that's all you're looking for right?
you parents hold no position in your life.
it's just you you and you.
to think they raised you up.

WHEN THERE'S A WILL YOU HAVE 500 RELATIVES.

so now that my uncles and their families have all turned up but no one's dying they'll think it's a cry for attention.
that it's like the wolf story.
to room was flooded with family today.
but i'll bet anything that from tomorrow on there will only be my mum and aunt around again.

so my dad sent my grandfather home from the hospital.
since there were so many people in the room my brother and i went downstairs for starbucks.
poor him wouldn't eat because he was still in famine.
you know, since he was out of camp nobody would know even if he ate eh? but he refused.
for 30 hours he can only drink.
so a frappe for us and i had a bagel as well. that was lunch/tea. so no dinner.
mum sent him back to famine camp at SAJC at round 6 and she sent me home too.

my mum wanted to stay at the hospital overnight but i aked her not to.
she looks shagged.
the whole of yesterday and today she was at the hospital.
i'm afraid she'll fall sick too, which will be worse.

oh wells...so i still haven't started on my homework.
it's already the last week of the holidays.
i think i can barely finish ms a. lim's hw, let alone the rest.
yes, i'm still induling in my fantasies by reading.
i've been reading a lot lately. book after book, though homework should be done first.
but i keep procrastinating.
wish me luck.

oh...btw i saw mdm chan on thurs.
at the lobby of my block.
i didn't know if that was her at 1st cause i was still a distance away.
and i'm partially blind.
she might have saw me but i'm not sure. don't care either.
when i reached the lobby she turned at walked.
i think she saw me. but at that time i still wasn't sure if it was her.
so i looked down at her shoes cause i can't see the face.
from the shoes i'm fairly sure it's her.
it's the black heels with white stirps in front.
the one she always wears.
oh wells...i can't really be bothered.
seeing teachers outside school doesn't faze me.


c'est la vie...
life's fragile.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006
jerine♥, 1:18 PM | 0 Noticed Me

all you need is a touch of INTEGRITY.

some people obviously don't have that.
cabbed yesterday, but i obviously had an arse for a driver.
i got on the cab BEFORE 5pm alrights?
and the meter thingy shows that.

but NO!
the god-damn driver was like "oh no...it was after 5."
come on. if there was a surcharge the meter would have shown.
it did not.
then he pointed to that small little 1 at the side of the meter.
but that thingy is ALWAYS, i repeat, ALWAYS there.

when there is a surcharge the meter will have the $1.00 sign.
i am NOT dumb.
i take the cab almost every fucking day.
i take the cab wherever i need to go.
and if there's a surcharge after the ride when you press some button thingy it will show the total amount.
and it shows $7.40. NOT $8.40.
dick.

and he still had the cheek to go "i don't know..see..."
what is there to see?!
the meter says screams no surcharge!
gave it to him in the end.
only because i take pity on you creep!
and arguing with you will only take me down to your level.

what a creep.
trying to rip me off.
i mean, i don't mind giving you that pathetic dollar.
friends and all other people can prove that i am not a cheepo.
i am not stingy and all.

if you are that hard-up for money i can give it to you.
all you have to do is ask.
i am a very generous person.

but that creep had to lie and cheat.
it's sooo embarrassing to know that there are such people in our country.
they should be sent to exile.
to siberia or something where they can freeze and share body heat with some other losers from history.
they are not just embarrassments to the country.
they are embarrassments to the entire human race.

what if that person in the cab wasn't me?
what if it was some other tourist?
what would they think of us then?
they wouldn't just think of that driver as a cheat,
they think of us singaporeans as a whole!
worse still if that person was some influential journalist going undercover to discover singapore.
that jerk would have just spoilt our reputation as singaporeans as a whole!

what an arse.
the black creep sheep of the country.
and it's not only him!
there are other's out there who are spoiling the reputation of singapore.
they're making us look like china.
and most people know my take on them.

and F.Y.I, most foreigners,
especially those westerners, already think singapore is part of china.
whenever i go on holiday, people ask where i'm from.
so i tell them.
and this is a response from an english guy during my trip to london;
"singapore? that's like in china right? wow! i never knew people there can speak such good english."
and i had to correct him.
in fact, i correct just about anybody who thinks singapore is a backward country.
just because majority of the population is chinese does NOT mean we're like china,
of even worse, part of them.
i would credit that guy's comment to his ignorance,
but never would i forget his comment.

ewwww. i would never want to be part of china,
or be one of them.
yes, i am chinese, BUT not a typical one.

people don't wait to see everyone in the country to pass on a judgement.
they pass the judgement base on the few rotten apples they see.
everyone does that.
the same goes for me.
how i see the people in china.
they are not all that bad,
it's just that few rotten apples who spoilt the barrel!

the same thing goes for SAC.
that person who stole my wallet.
if you needed money, all you have to do is ask.
i will gladly lend give you all that i had that day.
just ask. you didn't have to steal my entire wallet.
i have stuff in there which i love and you probably threw away after you stole that wallet.

all you had to do was ask.
like i said, i am a very generous person.
now i take no interest in my wallet because of you.
(and partly because i don't like my new one)
and my green APPLE card was in there!
what a bitch.

SAC already has a very bad reputation.
we don't need anyone to make it even worse.
we're a canossian school for crying out loud!
we don't do such stuff!
we have holy molely statues everywhere!
can't you see them when you steal?
even if you don't see them, or choose not to see them,
can't you feel their presence?

embarrasing. how embarrasing.
our own fellow countrymen acting like that.
if that's the case who are we to bitch and comment about those in other country?
sad, sad, sad. how very sad.

i'm not saying that i'm perfect,
but at least i don't cheat like that.
boo those people.



singapore is becoming like china and bangkok.
people move forwards, but we're moving otherwise.

Saturday, June 10, 2006
jerine♥, 3:14 PM | 0 Noticed Me



decisions, decisions....

i'm in such a dilemma here!
i want to get started on my homework.
i want to, and i have to.
there is loads to be done and i have only 2 weeks left!
finishing my homework is impossible.

but still, i have to get started.
the thing is, i can't!
over a really stupid reason.
to use the traditional method, meaning pen and paper,
which will make my arms ache like hell considering the fact that i have 60 over essays to do.
and traditional means slow.
the other option is to use technology aka the computer.
but it's really annoying cuz i don't know how to refill the black cartridge!
so then i'll have to use the colour cartridge,
but i'm reluctant to.

it's just black i'm using!
if the black runs out having the rest of the colours would be pointless.
so i'd just throw the whole thing away!
but i just bought it.
it cost me 60 over bucks alright.
that's a lot for 1 stupid cartridge.

BOO!
i can't get started if i don't reach a decision!
what a stupid reason to hold me back from doing my homework.
and i don't have much time left!
help help help.
ugh!
it's rather annoying.
no wait..it's extremely annoying.

oh wells..adios until next time.
loves :)



a stupid problem with a tough decision.

Monday, June 05, 2006
jerine♥, 7:02 PM | 0 Noticed Me



SPASTICS DAY OUT =)

so lunch yesterday with gwen val and sandra.
parkway swensens.
sandra was late again. NO suprise.

so yes..after a fulfilling lunch we went to pierce my ear -- AGAIN.
all 5 of them closed so i went to get them pierced again.
after so piercings onthe SAME hole it wasn't even painful anymore.

then gwen and val went home.
san and i got a birthday card for my mummy dearest from precious thoughts.
the card was $8.
no present though..BOO ME.
i a horrid kid.
bought my teacher a $120 wedding gift and i don't even have one for my own mother's birthday.

so after that we got really bored and decided to take lots of spastic pictures.
what losers.
i have NEVER acted so spastic in my life.
NEVER.
i'm always the sane sensible one.
but i was with sandra so that kinda explains everything.


rights..so me with a pack of spaghetti =p

no sandra! no! bad girl...

had to satisfy my cravings for honey mustard. LOL =)

didn't know why we took this. the guy on the box wasn't even cute.

alrights..there are too many pics to upload and blogger is taking FOREVER.

so i'll upload it again another day.

blogger is slow....


Saturday, June 03, 2006
jerine♥, 12:58 PM | 0 Noticed Me

sushi galore!

alrights..so i was supposed to blog about this last night but i was lazy.
besides, i don't have the pics.
tree hasn't uploaded them yet.
should have brought my cam but laziness got the better of me.
oh wells..."should have" are the last words of a fool.

so went to the airport for lunch with teresa and sandra at sushi sakae.
i don't even know if it's considered lunch cause it was at 3.30.
nevertheless, it was fun!

teresa and i noticed something;
whatever sandra ate contained crab sticks.
eating with sandra sure is funny.

she said the chawamushi (steamed egg) tasted egg-y.
we're like "erm sandra...it IS egg".
softshell crab tasted like chicken to her.
AND she wanted pork floss sushi.
pork floss?!
tree and i laughed our heads off.
pork floss?!
and she said it sooo loudly!
"i want the one with PORK FLOSS!!"
dear old sandra.
i don't think japanese eat much pork eh?
let alone pork FLOSS.
or do they?

she asked us how she was supposed to eat a handroll.
she's hilarious.
she wasn't about to give up on her pork floss- like sushi though.
"let's ask the waitress."
tree and i were like if u do you're gonna sit at the counter seat all alone.
sad to say there weren't any counter seats there.
but thankfully she didn't ask!

i dared tree to eat my leftover wasabi.
3/4 of the tea spoon.
but it was really just half.
she doesn't ake spicy stuff.
but no fun though...
she washed it down with ice-cream and tea.
ah wells..
so now i owe her something from candy empire.

we went to the candy empire at the airport but the stuff there wasn't nice on that day.
and we notice that the don't re-stock the stuff that they sold previously.
so we didn't get anything.
don't worry tree.
i'll still get you something.

we took quite a few pics. but i think tree is gonna delete some of them.
sandra kept taking self portraits.
but they all look the same.
hahahaha =)

so we walked around the airport and came across a phone directory near the phone booths.
looked it at for a long time. looking for the people we know and stuff.
made prank calls too. BUT it was to friends.
they weren't very good calls though.

the best prank call ever was with jill, priya and denise on ryan.
and he fell for it.
he still doesn't know we did it.
ignorant till today.
hahahahahaha..

so my parents are on holiday again.
my brother has gone missing since the day they left.
i don't care really.
home alone is fun.
but my maid's around...blah..


i wanna go out again.
soon.
but they want to watch omen.
opening on 06/06/06.
i'm still contemplating whether or not i want to join them.
i'll freak out, and won't be able to sleep for a few weeks after that.
but it's the hols so it won't really matter.

o6/06/06 is also mummy's birthday.
i haven't got anything for her yet.
boo me.

i wished my mum induced me so that i was born a day earlier.
on the 11th of november.
that way, my 21st birthday will be on 11/11/11!
it will be soooo significant!
on my 21st birthday!
but NO!
i was born on the 12th of nov.
on my 21st birthsay it will be 12/11/11.
just my luck.



alrighty..
i'm going back to bed.
actually...i'm already in bed =)

Thursday, June 01, 2006
jerine♥, 11:55 AM | 0 Noticed Me



tired is just an understatement.

THERE IS NO DRAMA TODAY.
rights. so the message has just started going around.
like 5 mins ago.
i was all changed and ready to go!
thank god i was supposed to take a cab.
which means i took my own sweet time.
and thank god i have yet to tie my hair!

oh wells..
no drama, all the better=)
didn't feel like going too.
BUT i woke up at like 10 this morning for school!
i could have still been sleeping now.
blah.
but i feel good now.
i had ice-cream for breakfast!
wheeeee =)
yeaterday was a good day.
e. math cum a. math in the morning with mrs lim.
math lessons are perfect any day.
except when i'm tired of course.

i got to school just on time.
mr tan came on the same bus 17.
arsehole.
can't stand him.
i mean, come on! he just stared.
rude child.
and he had to sit behind me. ugh!

watched over the hedge with nicole and teresa after school yst.
subway for lunch. yum =p
the show was good. cute. funny.
we kinda figured why sandra didn't think it was nice nor funny.
> her english wan't good enough to understand the jokes and sacarsm.
hahahaha. no offence san. we still love you!

walked around hereen while waiting for nicole's darling to get there.
teresa was funny in new urban male.
* sweep sweep*
hahahahaha..
inside joke.
i'll explain in school if you wanna know =)

sushi for dinner at parkway.
then coffee with mummy.

>sushi buffet at the airport with denise sandra teresa and maybe nicole tmr! =)

we're all gonna get fat!
maybe only teresa and i.
sandra's hyper.
denise eats more then ANY of us but NEVER gets fat.
if nicole's fat, mrs lopez will be 75 hippos put together.



i don't have an attitude problem. YOU have a perception problem.