choices and responsibility.
whether i fail or succeed shall be no man's doing but my own.
the above is quoted from my econs lecture notes.
i've got urges to expell stuff from both ends.
a bout of nausea and diarrhoea.
i feel like fainting everytime i stand up.
but i'm having constipation of the mind.
econs fac test tomorrow.
it's going to be a very panicky 2 and a 1/2 hours.
i can see it already.
I FEEL SICK.
i want a scalpel to slit my abdomen so i can reach in to fix my insides.
yuck.