miss universe 2007 :) watched it this morning :)) japan won! an asian is currently one of the most gorgeous people in the universe :) but i think miss korea was prettier. much sweeter looking. but she's the 3rd runner up. yup! 2 asians in the top 5!
miss USA fell during the evening gown round. poor her... but she came back really gracefully :) depite the fall she got through the next round into the top 5.
i admire her really. the whole world watched her fall. if i were her i won't know what to do. i'd wish i could dig a hole to bury myself in.
but she came back really nicely. she still looked as confident as ever, smiling as if nothing ever happened.
there...i guess picking ourselves up after a fall is crucial. it doesn't matter what the world thinks does it? as long as you do what ever it takes to succeed, you'll pull through. somehow, one way or another. but you will.
but sometimes, we just lack the strength and courage. and sometimes in times like these you don't see the people you want to see. where is the help going to come from?
i have a great diet. you're allowed to eat anything you want, but you must eat it with naked fat people.
i found out the only way to look thin - hang out with fat people. but where the hell do i find fat people?! come to think about it, i don't have fat friends!
i think i'm obsessed with my weight. do you think i can lose 5 kg in 1 month? oh man...i'm so desperate.
dinner with nat, nic, jo, and san yesterday :)) i love those darlings! shopped around with nic till the rest came. i felt damn over-dressed beside her. why? because the stupid girl broke all her school rules and wore t-shirt, shorts and slippers. she looked like she just got out of bed. thank god natalie didn't take that long to come. hahaha... seeing nat in a dress makes me feel like wearing a dress too :))
oh we had dinner at billy's :)) yes i know. hidden behind the innocent looking word billy's is the word fat. but then, it made me happy! should have taken lots of pictures! us waging wars with our food, nicole and sandra fighting over the smaller bownie and less ice-cream, jo stuffing the hot-dog into her mouth, and all the unglamness amongst the glam :) we need to take lots and lots of pictures the next time we go out ya? i miss them all...
remember how we used to fight over the bigger potions, and now we fight over how gets the smaller one. hahaha...and i mean fight and make a mess all over the table. :)
then natalie, sandra and i walked to esplanade, hung out at the roof terrace :)) i like..... i think it was really nice to just look out at the skyline and talk like there's no tomorrow :) i want a boyfriend!
sandra: jerine, you've got to admit that nobody's taste is as high as yours.
i've lowered my standards by a lot already k? oh..and we've come to a conclusion as to how some people - i wont mention names in case they stumble upon my blog- manage to get boyfriends when we are single, and somewhat have better qualities. well, expectations, expectations...
didn't wanna leave but mummy kept calling to ask where i was, and if i knew how late it was... come on. it was like only 10.30. i'm gonna start carrying my keys so she wouldn't nag till the cows come home.
it's like she's sooooooo afraid that i'd get rape. and she thinks i'm showing too much skin. ya...some bangla will sooo rape me just because i reach home 10 minutes pass 11. please. even cinderella didn't get home at 12 on the dot.
me: it's only 10 minutes pass 11! you can't expect me to be home at 11 on the dot right? even cinderella didn't get home at 12 on the dot! mummy: are you cinderella? and besides, there were no banglas at where she was living. me: oh...like you know.
why do people always associate the minorities with crimes? chinese cannot rape people is it? malays are perfect is it? caucasians are angels is that it? pffftt.
came back from school not too long ago. lao shi cheated my feelings. lessons was supposed to be 2 hours but it was 1 hour so gis and i felt so stupid going to school for just an hour. but lessons were really enjoyable as usual :))
because it was only gis and i we had it in the HOD room at lao shi's cubicle. it's quite cool. i think she has a lot of rubbish there. but it make the cubicle took good :) and it's rather big for a cubicle. so yay :) air con and nice big revolving chairs! hahahaha. but we basically talked and laughed and ate our time away. ha..suddenly lao shi was like ya'll wanna eat cheesecake? then after cheesecake was chocolate then sweets...oh my..
fat! oh oh...gisella is the most gullible person in the world.
(on lao shi putting medicated oil on her mosquito bite near her lip) gis: what if you eat it?! lao shi: it can be eaten. gis: REALLY?! lao shi: take a mint, then after that take a drop of medicated oil. it tastes the same. gis: how to drip this into my mouth? (lao shi and i burst out laughing)
and after class gis and i roamed around in school and chilled to make our trip to school worth our while :) and we shared a can of mug - i can't believe i drank that thing.
it's 90% sugar.
i swear...
so we roamed from 11 till 12 plus then when we came to the car park we saw lao shi's car. it was like 12.20 and her car was still there. and she told us she had to leave by 12.
so we decided to write her a note and leave it on her car.
this was what it said:
hi lao shi :) you have been car-napped. ransom: brad pitt.
-jerine & gisella
and while we were leaning against her car writing the note - we were almost done- i heard someone shriek my name from 1 level above. no prizes for guessing who!
lao shi: JERINEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! what are you doing to my car???????!!!!!!!
didn't expect her to come at that time. it was like god shouting my name from up above. hahahahaha...it was damn funny.
we just walked around to the other end of the carpark till she came. when she read the note she burst out laughing. and walked out only to see the look of supressed laughter on our faces :)
oh oh...and it's like confirmed la..gis and i are gonna emcee for that chinese thingy mahjigy in july. free tickets :) hahaha...but then again, if i weren't emcee-ing i won't wanna watch it. it's ok..come watch me. :)
lao shi: i've choosen a guy to emcee with you guys! ya'll will compliment each other very well. but when i tell ya'll please don't kill me... gis: is he ugly? lao shi: no....he's handsome. me: really?! who??? but there are no cute guys in this school! lao shi: nicholas. gis and i : WHAT???!!!!! lao shi: it's be really hilarious. all three emcee-ing but all three can't speak chinese. (laughs) me: she seems to be enjoying this.
me: if he starts arguing with me i'll kill him. lao shi: i give you the permission to smack him. but then again, if i write his whole script in chinese, he won't be able to argue! *grins*
dinner and catch up with nic, jo, gwen, san, and nat later :)) toodles :)
the holidays are here! ok...not that there's much time for fun but still... i'm happy :)
yesterday but fun :) had like 6 free periods because adriene, emily and i skipped pe, and mr lim was absent. p.e - 2 periods free. break - 2 periods free. pw - 1 period free. econs - 1 period free.
ha...so technically i only had 4 periods of lessons. 2 math and 2 chem. oh..and i had 1 period of chinese with lao shi during the 2nd period when i was supposed to be having pe. shhhhhh... :) hahaha lao shi will kill me if she finds out that i skipped lessons then had lessons with her. but for now, what she doesn't know won't hurt her.
so chinese was a one to one thing. WHY? because gisella is at her stupid pre-u sem and gourie refuses to abandon her class for pe. oh well...we went through me essay, which i put in so much hardwork and effort to do. in the end, i got 37/60. ugh...what the hell..it was supposed to be 40 but 3 marks got deducted for all my wrongly written words. :( but still, it's the highest in class :) i didn't better than the A1 people! :)) and i'm telling you my whole essay was like practically translated from english. and lao shi could tell. i like totally traslated the phrase "there's no smoke without fire" directly :)
hahaha...the whole chinese session was just funny :)
saw joshua outside his class during chinese which was at some bench near the GO. he smiled so i smiled back right? and lao shi and to catch my eyes at that time. hahaha...so she turned and saw joshua and was like THAT BOY! LOL :) and joshua put both hands up and walked back into the class saying sorry. HAHAHA :) cute :) he came out a few times after that though...ha. and lao shi said he's too free. i wish he was FREE.
oh...and know what? everyone thinks my hair is dyed. or even worse - highlighted. i can't help having nice natural brown hair you know?! lao shi, gourie, and glenn keeps insisting that i dye my hair!!! I DON'T! lao shi and gourie went one step further. they say it looks highlighted. please! the colour is even so how can it look highlighted and besides how does natural hair look highlighted? they're becoming like the banana-papaya lady. insisting that all chinese have BLACK hair. oh...and lao shi goes a step further. she thinks i dyed my eyelashes. WTF?! seriously. who in the whole dyes their eyelashes?! i don't dye my hair much less my lashes! this is how ridiculous people can get. jealous that i've got natural brown hair depite being chinese is it? haha...but i think is so ridiculous it's funny.
then math faculty test in the evening. i think it was ok...i just pray that i get a pass at least. the 1st question is down the drain because i have no clue as to how to do it. so i hope the rest are alright.
(on coming back for lessons at 8 in the morning during the holidays) jie wei: i live in JB! mrs foong: ya...you live in JB i live in ipoh. jie wei: ok! i meet you at the check point then you can pick me up! mrs foong: (already in hysterics) OK! I'LL PICK YOU UP! MAKE SURE YOU ARE THERE!
i've never seen mrs foong laughing like that before. :)
today was rather good :) lessons were alright though we were really tired and lethargic. though we should have been hyper and all cuz it's the last day of school.
got back the stupid GP essay test. 2nd highest in the class but it was pathetic. twenty five and the half over fifty. mind you...the passing mark is 22 and the 1/2. mrs chia just won't give me a higher grade because she thought my arguement was too pragmatic and inhumane with the lack of compassion. why? because i supported the death penalty. pfffft.
mr lim bought the class macs after school :) delivery! then headed to the navy thing which i thought was a rather waste of time. but in the company of 07A01, i guess it was not that bad :)
oh oh oh!!!! weighed myself after p.e on tuesday and guess what????? I LOST WEIGHT :))
the holidays are officially here :) so many things to do, so little time! :)))
i'm loving my life :) i am. really. though i can totally do without the mad race against time to finish my work and study for tests, i still like it the way it is :)
out with val, sandra and jo to study on saturday. didn't get much done though...surprise surprise! but we had lots of fun catching up and stuff :) i like the starbucks at shaw! not the one in town...it's the one near beach road. we had like our own little room there! it was really a corner that was totally away from the rest of starbucks and we couldn't see what was happening outside and nor could they see us so it was really nice :))
walked back to bugis then shopped a little with jo. bought a top from dorothy perkins. there was a sale BUT not for that top :( $70. got it in the end anyways. :) and jo made me realise something. i spend $240 on cabs every month. like seriously. i never thought it was that much until she decided to wake me up by calculating the amount for me.
i think i'm crazy.
today was good :) though i have homework piling up since last week it's not bothering me just yet. i'm trying not hand them up till after the june holidays :) but i did my chinese essay on sunday! sort of completed it today. haha...took me 2 weeks to get started on it. but still, i'm the 2nd person to hand it up. and i think it was very well done. wanted to write a lot more but oh well...i insisted on handing it up today.
though the whole world was mocking me for doing chinese, I DID IT. and well done too . :) i'm serious! was doing it at the benches on the second floor during break and lao shi walked by to laugh at me - which was ironic because i was doing her work! ms lee suddenly came up behind me and went "YOU CAN DO CHINESE?!" she thinks i should take malay. and so does mr lim. hey...what was that supposed to mean? i'm not that bad alrights?
hahahaha...but i was funny.
continued doing chinese during pw. mr lim attempted to teach me the san zi jing but gave up within 2 minutes. LOL :) pw is pissing me off la...like seriously. it's a bloody waste of my time. talking about pw, people are pissing me off too. stupid annoying little pest. yes, i can check if you've read the messages i've sent out on tpjc.net. so no use trying to pretend you didn't read them and not do or reply to them.
wasted time during pw too. glenn: is there any number bigger than 1? me: yup! glenn: bigger than 10? me: yes... glenn: is there any number bigger than 100? me: erm...ya? glenn: is there a number bigger than 1000? (i give the one-eyebrow-up look) glenn: answer me! and don't give me that look! me: duh?! glenn: is there a number bigger than 1000? me: YESS!!!!!!!! glenn: is there a number bigger than 100000? me: OH MY GOD YESSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! glenn: is there someone dumber than you? me: no. shit. YES YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
had practicals for chemistry! :)) fun fun fun....and for the people how know how i am during practicals, it didn't happen today! I DIDN'T BREAK A SINGLE THING! woots :)) the teacher was impressed too.
math was hilarious :)) laughed till i got a headache. but it's worth it. i'm having lots of fun but i still think i'm gonna fail the faculty test. love mrs fung. she rocks!
(on some graphing techniques question) jie wei: how did you get that? (after mrs fung explains) jie wei: WHOA cher...your shortcut is damn power! mrs fung: there is no short cut! me: REALLY?! BUT WE DON'T KNOW HOW YOU GOT TO THE NEXT STEP! mrs fung: it's simple fractions! oh my...WHAT KIND OF MATHEMATICS AM I TEACHING??
(some other question) me: so which equation do i refer to? mrs fung: that's what i'm asking you. which equation are you going to refer to? me: (stones) huh?! but i don't know that's why i'm asking you!
(on some equation none of us could solve) mrs fung: so what is your solution? (silence) mrs fung: come one...think! jayne: OH....i know! it cannot be solved! mrs fung: WHAT?!
(after mrs fung does a really long explanation) jie wei: mrs fung, actually, you're really good at math. mrs fung: it's not that i'm good. you're just really bad.
(on the math assignment) jayne: do you want us to hand this up? mrs fung: since you're copying the answers off the board. it'd be like marking my own work!
chinese was fun fun fun too :) though no gisella means one less person to monkey around with. gis you better be having fun at pre-u sem this week because there's no one to entertain me in the mornings and during chinese. my misery had better be worth it!
learnt quite a lot during chinese today. not like a lot but like you know..a lot in terms of mentality. the stories are always so nice :)
(after spilling her whole bottle of water) lao shi: ahhh!!! how did it happen? gourie: you're asking us? lao shi: how? who do i call? me: i think that's what the mop is for. lao shi: i feel bad making the cleaner clean up after me. me: you don't know how to mop the floor? lao shi: of course i do! me: i think you misunderstood me just now. what i meant was for you to go to the toilet, get the mop then mop it yourself. (she gives the ridiculous are-you-kidding-me?! look)
4 more days to the holidays! and i can't wait :)) there are so much things to do!!!!!
There cannot be a stressful crisis next week. My schedule is already full.
thank god it's friday. now i know why people use that phrase. i've been up to my neck with work but for some warpped up reason, i'm loving my life. it's crazy i know. it's what stress does to you. i'm on the brink of insanity.
07A01 and all our really nice teachers really make life more enjoyable. i like school :) i think i'm slowing turning into a nerd. it's insidious. hahaha...how alarming.
i can't wait for tomorrow! studying with jo, sandra and val. i hope we don't call it off last minute this time. it's been long since our last meet up :(
yesterday was damn damn damn fun. i can't really remember much other than the celebration after school and the fact that i stayed up till 12 doing work.
chem was funny :)
(on someone's message tone going off while i was on the way down to do a question on the board in the lecture theatre) me: ORH....who's phone... mdm goh: who's phone is that? (she went back to work when there was no reply. and i was still doing my question.) (a message tone goes again) me: wah who's that person? want to die ah? jayne and berlyn: (stage whispers) IT'S YOURS! me: omg....SHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha...it was hilarious. and jayne the dumbie didn't help me turn it to silent mode.
(on the answers i presented on the board) mdm goh: eh...your diagram is not complete! me: (really quickly) but the question didn't even ask me to draw! i just so decide to do it. and i only want to draw half. i used words to explain my answer. the question only ask me to suggest the formula! so no need to draw. really! and my answers are correct! it is ok... mgm goh: OKOKOK! whoa...best.
(on the ice cream cake we're having later) me: what flavour is it? berlyn: erm...cookies and cream and super crunchy chocolate. (after stoning for a while) me: EH! SINCE WHEN DID SWENSENS HAVE SUPER CRUNCHY CHOCOLATE?! IT'S STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE IS IT?! berlyn: same la..sticky chewy super crunchy...what's the diff? me: everything?
hahaha and after the birthday celebration for bi fei we had a food fight! with the remaining melted ice cream and chocolate we had on our tissues, and 2 extra pieces of ice cream cake, and the rest that was on the platter thingy.
I DIDN'T GET ANY ON ME :)) hahahaha...ran like nobody's bloody business with adriene, emily, farah and liyana. from one and of the school to the other and every bloody level. MADNESS :)
today was good...econs lecture went by rather quickly because i was paying attention - for the 1st time in a long time :) hahaha... GP was loads of fun! filled with a whole lot of laughter :) oh and i came to a conclusion today: ADRIENE CAN'T DRAW TO SAVE HER LIFE. :)) her frog looks like an octopus and i don't know what her mouse looks like but it looks nothing like a mouse.
and i learnt something damn dumb today!!!! you need to have a licence to be a damn prostitute!
(on getting arrested for prostitution) me: you mean prostitution is illegal?! mrs chia: well, you need to get a licence. me: A LICENCE FOR PROSTITUTION?! how in the world are they issued? they test to see if you can provide the service?!
(on compassion in law) mrs chia: you know, from that video, that guy with the big glasses? he's cute and all so you can let him off. me: you think that geeky looking guy with big gawky glasses is cute?! mrs chia: not your definition of cute. cute meaning ugly but adorable.
physical geog was fun because all we did were look at rocks. the REALLY ordinary and boring ones to the REALLY gorgeous ones :) i'm in love with the peacock rock :)) it's gorgeous! it's black with multi colours with gleam in the light. rainbows! looks like gasoline rainbows :)
and according to ms lee my brother's favourite rock was from the same family as the peacock rock. it was the fool's gold. really pretty too. like matt gold. not just the outside. if the rock is cut the insides will look the same too. just like the peacock rock :) and apparently the peacock rock is more girly and the fool's gold more masculine but they are from the same family so ms lee linked my and my brother together.
ms lee: the both of you have favourite rocks from the same family. and ya'll are from the same family. you like the girly one and he likes the masculine one. how cool! me: erm....is that like supposed to be a scary coincidence or something?
human geog was rather dry but it went by quickly too!
then there was supposed to be chinese extra lesson with gis but lao shi had a meeting. i was looking forward to it actually- not the work in particular but rather the rubbish that we were going to talk about. oh wells...
GP make up test for the essay test i missed last week. i nearly died. won't elaborate.
next week is gonna be another week where i'll be up to my neck with work. lord, please let everything go well next week. it's the last week before the holidays :)
FINALLY! blogger's back to normal :) i've had my highs (really high) and my lows(way down at the bottom of the ocean) for the past few days.
monday was nearly perfect. and the word nearly is essential here. everything was going so damn well for me.
human geography: i topped the class for the test. 10/12 :)
economics test the whole cohort took: i got 4th in class with 36/50. :) i thought it was rather good considering the fact that the teachers said the test was hard and the rest of the level thought it was beyond our abilities. but mr lim said i under-performed though. but it's good what! he thinks too highly of me :)
chemistry faculty test: 20 and the 1/2 over 30 . highest amongst the people in my class who take chem with me. which happens to be only 6 of us. the highest in the chem class (combined) was 26. it's not very good but at least i passed :)
chemistry class test: i just passed this paper but considering the umber of people who failed it i think it's good :)
also, the day was improved when i could do my physical geog quiz. i don't think i did very well because i have absolutely no artistic talents and i was supposed to draw some big diagram on plate tectonics. but still, it was do-able :)
THEN
chinese totally ruined my otherwise perfect day. had chinese orals which was counted into the mid-year and promo results. i fucked up my orals big time. no. even that is an understatement. i think i did the worse in my chinese class.
even people like sheereen in the C5 class could get 23/30 for orals. i'm in the B4 class and judging from what lao shi told us, i think i got a 15. it's damn depressing.
and technically, it is not fair. the class whose standards are worse get easier passages to read. but the percentage of the marks taken into promos and mid-years is still the same! like right? so obviously they will do better! i'd get a better grade if i was in their class!
it's down right depressing. everyone said it was easy except me. i think lao shi got bored listen to me read the passage and i got so demoralised i just refused to say much during the conversation part. and i won't even look at her. hahaha. it was depressing :(
then yesterday, there was a GP compre test. and nobody told me it was our mid-years until after the test. like what the hell?! and 2 minutes before the paper ended i realised i wasn't answering the application question. i was totally out of point. 2 minutes before the bloody paper ended! and there was nothing i could do! i was in a total state of shock. and I WROTE 1 AND 1/4 PAGES LONG for that question! i was still rather confident of my arguement that is until i decided to read the question again to see if i missed out any point.
result? i realised i miss the WHOLE bloody point. that's it. 8 bloody marks gone. i don't see how i can do well for that paper when i just screwed up the section that i'm best at.
see? that's like 2 HUGE blows in 26 hours. this is like a joke i tell you. A JOKE. my life is like a joke. it feels as if god's making a monkey out of me. it's damn depressing. :(
i was the only happy person on monday when we got back all our results and now i'm the one who's totally depressed because none of them did worse than me for chinese orals and most likely GP. :(
and project work is a total waste of time. my group sucks and they are pissing me off. i got put in a group with the worse people in the class and now i've got to work with them for the res6t of the year. the worse part? my grades are dependant on them. i can totally see myself doing the whole project myself for the rest of the year. it's like they can't even be bothered! the 1st group task is the GPP. I DID IT ALL ALONE. why? cause those fucked up people won't use their brains to think of anything. everything you ask them, they'll either give a useless asnwer or they'll go " you think la.." if i do all the work then why am i letting them put their signatures on it? after all, isn't it my work and mine alone? fuckers are acting like sponges. parasites. living off me.
adriene was really sweet. she offered help even though she already got her A for PW. thanks babe :) and even she thinks i'm being taken advantage of. can you believe it? me? jerine? being taken advantage of? well you'd better. that's the state i'm reduced to.
oh…and gourie was funny today. during chinese lecture we were bullshitting and all. gis, if I upset you when I said stuff about the play I’m sorry k? I was talking about the plot. of course if you’re going to stage it I’ll be there even if the plot was the suckiest one in the world.
mr lim was absent today. so we got 2 free periods during econs. walked aimlessly around the school. and laughed at all the retarted pictures of some teachers outside the general office.
and there are like only these 2 male teachers who are Indians and they both don moustache and everyone keeps insisting that they look alike. like hello??? so every Indian guy who has a moustache is the HOD of humanities is it? and every short and fat china man is mao ze dong.
oh and i sat beside mr lim for pw lecture on monday. i think he's damn nice :) mr lim: whoa...very boring. me: tell me about it. mr lim: (points to my lecture slides) at least you've got something to copy! mine's all filled up! me: (conveniently swing my stack of slides to him) nah...entertain yourself.
(lao shi, althea and gourie were outside the general office having lessons) me: hello! hi lao shi… gourie: eh…ok la you best. say hello to lao shi never say hello to us la! me: I SAID HELLO AND GOOD MORNING TO YOU THIS MORING! gourie: that was then. so you can only say hello to the same person once a day la…lao shi, she’s not going to say hello to you for the rest of the day. me: hello lao shi!
me: I’ve got absolutely nothing to do for the next 1 and a half hours. gourie: come do Chinese with us. me: YOU SIAO AH? lao shi: (laughs) gourie: orh…lao shi is just sitting here! (lao shi gives me the “you just insulted my subject” look) me: whoops. i'm speaking in english! you don't understand a single thing! *grins*
(discussing indonesia's former president suharto who got off scott free for his crimes) me: but he's not really sick right? he probably made it up so why is the judge so stupid? mrs chia: well his illness is verified by the doctor. me: the doctor must be mentally unsound too. besides, i can bribe a doctor to say that i'm mentally and physically unfit. works the same way as buying mc. atiqah: orh...now we know how jerine gets her MCs. mrs chia: the doctor verified it and the judged believed so there. ok moving on...(continues speaking) me: LIAR!
mrs chia: he embazzeled a few hundered million US dollars. and that's on top of his basic pay. and you know how much ministers earn right? just look at our prime minister. he's earning more than george bush! (berlyn takes out a calculator to calculate how much the prime minister earns a year) mrs chia: berlyn, i think we all know that it's a huge sum. so all of you should become ministers next time. me: ya...and embazzle all the funds. but i'll be faster than suharto. i'll get the same amount he got in a decade instead of 3. berlyn and atiqah: so NOW we know......
there realy is something wrong with blogger and it's pissing the shit out of me. THE BUTTONS ARE NOT WORKING!
anyways... my legs are aching like there's no tomorrow and it's NOT because of track and field. track and field on wednesday and we came in 3rd :( would have been faster if there weren't sooo many people it the middle of fucking lane 1. i mean right? your previous runner is so far behind so why the hell do you have to step into lane one so early and block the whole world?! just because your runners are all slow doesn't mean you slow others down too alright? stupid people. when i couldn't see liyana i just wanted to scream "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LANE 1!!!"
oh wells..anyways my legs ached on thursday but on thursday night whilst sleeping my calves started cramping! :( like 3 times in 1 stupid night. it hurt so much i wanted to cry :(
econs test on thursday. it was ok i guess. would have known all the answers if nobody told me that the test wasn't a faculty test. because as soon as i found out i stopped studying. hahaha.. but if i had studied my firms properly i would have been able to answer all the questions on firm because i skimmed through it before and i saw the answers!
but anyways..i think it was ok overall. just hope i pass. even though it's not counted into promos.
i think the econs test turned my brains into mush. that's what studying too hard does to you. couldn't think of my draft for the general paper essay test on friday so i skipped school.
but i went back to school in the afternoon to meet them for spiderman at suntec :)) but lunch at cafe cartel with joann at TM before that :)
spidey was nice :)) the whole row of us cried at the end.
(when harry was getting wacked by spidey) liyana: (really loudly) NO!!! NOT THE FACE!
hahaha...and because the whole theatre was tpjc's, everyone roared with laughter. but it was nice :))
dinner with 07A01 and several others including that korean guy - jayne would have gone crazy had she been there- then some of us went bowling after that. then starbucks then home!
it was a damn fun and funny day. hahaha. all of us were insulting sheereen like it's the purpose of our existance. :) too many funny stuff to quote and i cant remeber them :)
funny like funfair :))
i wanna go shopping!!! and the holidays are nearing :) i need my sanity and life back.
i have no idea why my create a post page is looking like that. i cant use any of the functions. it's so fucked up.
i feel like moving to livejournal.
anyways....
GOD, IF YOU CAN'T MAKE ME SLIM, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE MAKE MY FRIENDS FAT.
22nd council investiture today. i think it's overrated. but lessons started at 1030 because of that so it's alright. plus we get to sit on chairs in the hall and there's air-conditioning. also i got to sit in the 1st row so there was unobstructed view :) but overall, it's BORING. and even that is an understatement.
and I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THE PRINCIPLE SANG. again. but this time it's different! there were guests! i don't bloody give a damn when she sings "i believe i can fly" during moring assembly. but we have GUESTS. damn embarrassing. and it's not like she can carry a turn to save her life. imgine a short plump thing which look like a ball rolling struting across the stage singing something which is unlike anything you've ever heard. doesn't help that she dressed in orange from head to toe today.
there's so much to do and so little time and i'm still here blogging. econs faculty tests on thursday and here's like 130 pages that i've got to study.
track and field meet tomorrow. i'll rant about the new design for the house tees when i blog about that.
is it just my account or is there somwthing seriously wrong with blogger? it's being a totally bitch!
and this does not help when i'm feeling so damn pissed off already.
stupid bitch. i don't even know if i should be calling you bitch because i'm not that certain that you are one. but you're bitchy in your own quiet way.
whatever the case you annoyed me. and i'll be nice because you deserve some credit for being nice most of the time.
you think i didn't get the sarcasms and the snaps? people may call me a bimbo but to not get them is on the verge of being stupid. thank god i was tired and annoyed enough to keep quiet. otherwise i'd probably have snapped back and argued with you which would have gotten me into some shit. if you want to be mad do it properly. if you want to lash out some insults and sarcasm come up with better ones.
oh...you probably wanted to be nice right? please. mood swings are not considered nice. if you feel like being mean be a meanie all the way. an on off thing is annoying. so things are supposed to be all smiley and happy when you feel like it and at the snap of a finger all the sarcasm comes out like word vomit? it's really annoying.
ugh...i don't like people whose moods change faster than you can say indiana jones. whatever. i'm annoyed. was already annoyed previously. still am annoyed. and the damn weather is getting to me. it's so warm and suffocating it feels as if i'm going to choke anytime.
oh..and i failed my chinese faculty test. kinda expected. failed it by a mere 2 marks. not very disappointed though. 80% failures. i did the best among the failures. and i'm like the third in class so what the hell... but if the a-levels grading system is used, i'm considered a pass :) AND not a just pass which is an S grade. i got 1 grade higher. an E. kinda pathetic but oh wells...
lao shi tried to cheer us up by distributing chocolates. some really nice hazelnut stuff from candy empire. was really tired after math because i think my group did the most number of pages of the never-ending worksheet in a room so stuff i nearly died.
(upon walking into the seminar room) lao shi: jerine, do you want chocolate? me: no thank you. i'm really tired. lao shi: that's why you need some. here. take. me: why do you insist that i take it? oh....i get it. we did really badly right? lao shi: YES. gourie: if i fail can i get another one? (lao shi gives her one immediately) gourie: IF I FAIL!
gourie: hey...i said if i fail right? me: gourie, get the hint. YOU FAILED. gisella: when she returns the script she'll probably give you the whole box.
hahahaha...
lao shi: i'm going to get my timetable from the office. help yourselves to the chocolates. (as soon as she walked out, gisella walked to the table and got 3) me: my my, greedy aren't you? (gis looks lost for words) gis: i...i took it for gourie. she asked me to. (shoves 2 to gourie) gourie: hey! i did not! but thanks. (proceeds to keep them) gis: IT'S MINE!!!! go get your own. humpf.
hahahaha. it was really cute. and as a result of failing the faculty test, there will be weekly extra lessons. lao shi said she'll only have at most 2 students at a time and i grabbed gis immediately. one to one in lao shi's office would be intimidating. ha.
(in chemistry lecture) mdm goh: so...is N-N a polar bond? random guy 1: no. mdm goh: why not? random guy 2: cos got no polar bear. mdm goh: try writing that in an exam and see how you fare. random guy 2: HE DID! THAT'S WHY HE GOT RETAINED IN YEAR 1!
oh and my brother feigned sickness to go on MC and book out of army. stupid boy had no where else to go so he came to school. he called me to ask where i was and all. saw him after chinese and because i was so annoyed already i snapped at him in front of his friends and mine. sorry... but he was nice though...i think he could tell that i was pissed and he messaged me after that. haha...he's never been that nice. :)
ha...oh wells. i need to chill. i can't study when i'm annoyed. pffft....
an intellectual is someone who has found something more interesting than sex.
Did you know that you can tell from the skin whether a person is sexually active or not?
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.
2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.
3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.
4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!
5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.
6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!
7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.
8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.
9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.
10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.
to all you healthy people out there, we finally reveal your secret.
some people drink from the fountain of knowlege. others just gurgle.
left college early today. at like 1115. no biggy really..lessons end at 1230 so ya. got lao shi to sign the pink form for me. see, that's the good thing about having connections with nice HODs :) hahaha i had everything planned out. that 1st i'll try looking for the VP. if he's not there i'll look for lao shi. if she's not around i'll go to the english hod who happens to be my gp teacher for the 1st 3 months and is really nice too. :)
and lao shi allowed me to not see the doctor just to get an mc. parent's letter. nice eh?
when i called mummy after i came back she got sooo worried. i mean she's never gotten so worried about me over something so minor. told her i had a headache and she's like take your medicine, have your lunch, go get some rest. she even wanted to come home to keep me company and tuck me into bed and take me to the doctor, the whole hu ha package.
maybe it's because now that my brother's in the army and there's no way she can spoil and pamper him however much she wants to, so i get all the attention. i feel like an only child :) hahahaha and i told joann how i'm being pampered and spoilt these few weeks. i want a new laptop, i get one. i want this, i get it. i want that, i get it. oh well daddy's always been spoiling me and now mummy's doing it too :) i like it. hahahahaha. YAY! i'm gonna exploit this privilege for the time being.
joann: exploit. you're very scheming la! me: hey...i'm not scheming k? it's me being deprived for the past 16 years of me life. joann: DEPRIVED? you better not get too dependant. once your brother is back everything will be diverted. me: 2 years darling! 2 years! :)
ok...i know i sound mean and everything but i like this attention i'm getting at home alright? it's like my parents can finally see me. before, when i had a fever of 39.7 degrees all i was asked to do is pop some panadols and go to bed. now, all i do is come home early from college because i'm freezing and having a headache and she's so worried.
was i really that invisible? i hope to dear god i wasn't. i won't say that my parent's don't love me and that they don't notice me because truth be told, they do. i'm not about to sue them for negligence or anything for that matter. i know i'm loved. but now that my brother is in the army, things seem kind of different. maybe it's just me thinking too much. or maybe it's reality.
whatever the case, i'm a happy kid for the time being :)
i have a sprained ankle though. played a game of netball yesterday as goalkeeper. my job to defend the shooter right? and so i did. i like totally got the ball when that stupid bitch, a sore loser, banged into me a totally snatched the ball from my hands. then she pushed my and i sprained my ankle. it was the last 7 minutes of the game and i understand that you're desperate having scored no goals at all. you want the ball? SAY SO. and i might just give it to you out of pity. good sportsman my butt.
how did you get in here? did someone leave your cage open?
there is no such thing as failure. just a temporary postponement of success.
oops...i think i did it again. yup! yet another failed faculty test. it'd be a miracle if i can actually pass today's chinese faculty test. MAYBE there's still a slight chance of passing today's math test. oh well. i think they'll return the chemistry faculty test tomorrow and i HOPE i pass.
(upon handing up the chinese paper) me: lao shi.... lao shi: yes my dear? me: FAIL! lao shi: what? ok let me see. 1st one's right, 2nd one's wrong, 3rd one's wrong, 4th.... me: ok i think you can stop there. it was very comforting to have heard that.
hahahaha i'm just praying that i don't get the lowest score in the class. it's ok to have failed but to be the last person in the class is utterly humiliating. ha that has been like my goal for all the tests so far.
econs went by in a flash. sometimes i think time just whiz by too quickly. sometimes and i want is to stop and look clearly. and breathe. breathing reminds me of gisella and how we had the conversation on forgetting to breathe. :) anyways...
(during econs - market structure) mr lim: lets say jerine is the manager. and jerine, to cut cost what would you do? jie wei: big shot eh somebody? jerine: fire jie wei. :)
adriene was absent today. i hope you're feeling a whole lot better love :)
oh oh! and i think i just cursed myself this afternoon. walked out of school to meet jayne and gui feng with emily. so we were walking down the hill and emily starting complaining about the number of tests we have in a week. and i was like "at least we can breathe after today" there and then, before i even finshed saying today i twisted my ankel on the slope. and in my mind i was like "shit. shouldn't have said that. i nearly stopped breathing."
i want to get my pink dorothy perkins slippers for bathing!!! i need slippers to bathe in school. and i haven't gotten one yet so it means bathing barefooted again tomorrow. :( dear lord, please please please let it pour again tomorrow. just like it did today. so that there'll be no pe :))
and i'm starting to get irritated with a sticky person. like i know how it feels to be you and all, but sometimes you'll just have to get the clue to back off! not like you're included in anything that we do. sometimes it's just so annoying. and you really regret to even have started being nice to someone. sigh...i know it's mean and all but i'm human afterall right?
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