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A masquarade. Always.


Maturity is realising that your own pleasures
aren't worth someone else's pain.
- jerine
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Monday, April 30, 2007
jerine♥, 7:34 PM | 0 Noticed Me

there are times when i hate the world.

i'm exhusted.
what labour day? what public holiday?

there's shit loads to do and i have get to get started.
- econs online assignment (i haven't even read the instructions because it's so damn long. and i bet the assignment is just as difficult.)
- GP critical commentary. i am damn tempted to leave it till break time on wednesday to do it.
- chinese faculty test on wednesday. and there's loads to study.
- maths test on wednesday. i don't fancy this thankyouverymuch.
- human geog test on friday. i don't think i'm gonna study. i hope common sense doesn't fail me.
- econs faculty test next week. and i heard it's damn damn difficult.
- physical geog test next week. sadistic as she is, we'll probably get tested on everything.


dear dearest adriene,
i know there's not much i can say to cheer you up.
and i'm not going to say it's ok because it's obviously not.
nor am i going to say that it's gonna be ok because it's a promise beyond my control.
but what i will say is that you'll always have me if you need someone to talk to, someone to get high with, and someone to act spastic and retarded and bimbotic and whathaveyou with.
just remember that you are always loved and that you are worth more than that pathetic guy can see.
seeing you all upset and quite today just worried all of us.
you didn't have to say much, and being friends we couldn't just let you die on the inside without probing a little.
i hope that little probing we did didn't cut the wounds even deeper, but rather made you feel better.
you're a strong girl love, so chin up!
love you heaps :)

Saturday, April 28, 2007
jerine♥, 10:23 AM | 0 Noticed Me

my biological clock is so warpped.

i have no idea why i woke up so early this morning.
like seriously.
i woke up at seven fucking thirty! or maybe even before than because i just laid there refusing to reach out to turn the stupid clock so i could see it.

there are so many things to be done - not that i'm gonna do it.
i need to change this stupid attitude of mine.
of leaving everything to the last minute.
and the everything-is-gonna-be-alright-so-why-think-about-it-now mentality.
it's pissing me off.

oh oh...just a random note.
i edited my previous post :)

i need to start sleeping well.
nicholas said i look like a china panda.
the china's kinda redundant isn't it?
since when were pandas not from china?

Friday, April 27, 2007
jerine♥, 4:55 PM | 0 Noticed Me

THE GREAT THING ABOUT BEING FAT: YOU ARE HISTORICALLY HOT. :)

hahaha. i'm trying to comfort myself.
but technically i'm not THAT fat.
no no no...i AM fat. so i HAVE to lose weight.

and i'm proud of myself.
currently, the last meal i've eaten is a sandwich for break.
before that, the last meal i've had was lunch on thursday.
before that the last meal i've had was lunch on wednesday.
hahaha. so i've only had 3 meals in the past 3 days as of now.
i'm still trying to decide if i want to have dinner.

chinese today after school from 12.30 to 1 and 2.30 to 4.
it was fun :)
hahahaha. i love gisella. and i love lao shi.
i think the people around me are rather amusing.
hahahahahaha.
and lao shi had to go out for lunch at 1. she had to.
so i met jayne and gui feng for lunch at tampines mart - i didn't eat :) -
and guess who we ran into there?
LAO SHI. and she had macs take-aways.
like seriously we could have call for macs delivery.

hahaha and lao shi wanted to have the session outside the general office but gis and i just wont stop whining about how warm it was.
and lao shi was wearing a sweater!
she insisted that gis and i took a walk around in the GO (it's circular) so we'll freeze and come out feeling comfy.

me: we cant just talk a little walk around the GO without a reason right?
lao shi: just say you are looking for me. or you can just the phone to call my extension and let it ring non-stop.
me: but...you're sitting here and it's all glass so won't they see you?
(gis and i were getting hysterical over the idea)
lao shi: they wont! just go! and don't laugh!

(when we jsut stepped in the GO)
admin lady: girls where are you going?
me: (innnocently) oh we're looking for ms agnes yue.
admin lady: is she expecting you?
me: yes she is.
and we just burst into a fit of giggles while walking in. :)

and we still weren't cool enough after walking one round so i suggested we call the extention and let it ring so we can stay in there longer.
but nooooo....when we were at the phone we saw some other admin lady at our table outside where lao shi was sitting, and she was pointing us out to lao shi and lao shi just acted blur and was like WHERE?!

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
i think the 3 of us make damn good actresses :)
so we walked out and lao shi talked really loudly so the admin lady who just walked into the toilet could hear.
lao shi: where did the both of you go?
(gis and i were still laughing)
lao shi: shhhhhh! (gestured to the toilet)
me: (loud enough) oh...we were looking all over for you!
lao shi: the school very big is it?

and the 3 of us started laughing hysterically again.
hahahahahahahahaha.
it also makes you wonder why we chose the table that's closest to the toilet too right?
hahaha :)

oh and i just kept looking up that the 3rd floor.
lao shi: can you stop staring at all the boys that walk past? (then turns to look up at where i'm staring)
me: huh?! that's the welfare teacher la lao shi..he's short old and balding! do you think i'm interested?!
(the welfare guy looks down at us from the third floor)
me: shit. do you think i said that too loudly?
gis: yup!
me: HE'S COMING DOWN!!
lao shi: why you say so loud and sabo me??!! (pretends to be damn engrossed in the dictionary)

hahahahaha.

with the extra lessons and everything i'm still rather worried about the chinese faculty test.
5% is a lot to be counted for promos.

oh oh! and i might get to MC for some chinese thingy in july!
but it's in english :)
hahaha..when lao shi asked gis and i we just stared at her.
gis and i: IN CHINESE?!
lao shi: do i look stupid? asking the both of you to MC in chinese? it's like courting death.

hahahahahaha.
so fun so fun :)

IT'S FRIDAY! i'm loving it :)

Thursday, April 26, 2007
jerine♥, 6:51 PM | 0 Noticed Me

i think i forgot to pay my brain bill.

ever wished that you were mute right after you've said something?
how many times have you made those wishes?
multiply it by 50 and you won't even come close to how many times i've wished it today.
i feel pathetically stupid and i wanted to bury my head in a hole for a whole hour today.
i'll spare myself the agony of reliving it again through cyberspace.
dear lord, please please please let it be a better day tomorrow.

chemistry faculty test earlier on.
i think i failed.
when i told jerry my answers for so many questions he just kept shaking his head and going "sure wrong. maybe you'll fail"
that felt damn comforting.
and we met adriene's friend at the bus stop and he was like "so how was your test? i think it was pretty easy."
i feel like crying. stupid faculty tests carry a 5% weightage towards promos :(
i wanna pass do well for my promos.
i want to get promoted!

(after extra chinese lessons with gissy and lao shi)
lao shi: (just when some guy walked pass) do ya'll want to see the object of my desire?
gis and i : (look around frantically) where? WHERE? WHERE?!
gis: oh my god. please don't tell me it's that boy who just walked pass.
lao shi: please! i have better taste.
me: (looks suspiciously that the fat teacher sitting nearby who wears yellow everyday)
lao shi: you must be kidding.

(while walking into the HOD room)
lao shi: come come, i show you.
me: i'll laugh my butt off if it's like her pet or something.

(after she shows us the picture)
me: he looks quite.......CHINKY.
gis: what do you expect from a chinese teacher?!

Wednesday, April 25, 2007
jerine♥, 4:42 PM | 0 Noticed Me

SAFETY PINS AREN'T AS SAFE AS THEY SAY THEY ARE.

i'm a happy girl :)
the reason's for me to know and for you to find out.

today was a good day!
though jayne and emily both decided to skip school - it's a bit obvious when they both of you are absent on the same day right?

anyways adriene and i decided to study for econs during break :)
hahaha and we got high!
or rather i got high.
today's one of my super bimbotic days :))
hahaha...so adriene so decides to insult me and my bimbotism (is there even such a word?) and she thinks just cause i'm a bimbo i don't get her insults.
ha. i just threw all her pens and markers at her one at a time.
DON'T MESS WITH A PMS-EY BIMBO WHO'S HIGH :)
oh oh! and studying at the foyer is fun cause you can just look up and see everyone in the staff room and general office.
pretty amusing :)

and i'm starting to like my math teacher.
though the look of her still scares the shit out of me sometimes but i think she's damn damn nice.
see, even a bimbo knows that looks can be decieving :)

mrs fung: i was marking your assignment last night, and you know what?
(in unison)
jie wei: we did very well!
mrs fung: I GOT THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE!

hahahahaha...it was damn funny when the both of them said it together.

(on the balance amount in the edusave)
tim: (hangs up the phone) I HAVE ONE DOLLAR LEFT!

(during the econs test)
jie wei: *blah blah blah* i'm so excited! i'm doing my 1st test in tpjc!
me: ya..your 1st test in tpjc and you're talking and asking berlyn for answers. what kind of test do ya'll have in chung cheng?!
(when he continues to talk)
me: i swear if you say one more word before the test ends you can bid your little china man goodbye.

(on counting the GP essay grade into promos)
mrs chia: well we have to be fair. some people did very well, and some didn't. you have to think of those who did.
berlyn: (gives a pitiful look) jerine??? plssssssssss???? stand on our side?

(on the guys engrossed in the year book)
mrs chia: which school's year book is that?
adriene: KC.
mrs chia: (shakes head) no wonder......
me: they're girl-deprived coming from boys scho - EH WAIT! all of you are from mixed schools!
glenn: we have to broaden our horizon. *grins*

Tuesday, April 24, 2007
jerine♥, 3:44 PM | 0 Noticed Me

i'm loving life right now :)
haven't been blogging a lot i know...

friday.
dinner with tree val jo gwen and sandra at 85.
fun :)

saturday.
woke up at bloody 6am for stupid newspaper collection.
then after i got ready and everything i realised i woke up way too early cuz i had extra time to spare.
macs at tampines mart with A01 and mr lim. i swear in both macs at N2 and t mart the whole j1 population was there.
ha...and mr lim was cool...he was like gossiping with us and all :)
the collection was fun and all i guess..but kinda tiring.
then went to queensway with adriene, melody, jie wei, berlyn and jerry to look for jerseys for the class but they weren't nice :(

sunday.
gwenda wong woke me up at 6!!!!
hahaha...and when i picked up the phgone i sounded so awake she thought i was already up la..
but just as well..got to the airport by 7.15 to send teresa off.
i'll miss her :( but we'll see you in december again alright? promise...

ha then because i went home and had nothing to do in the afternoon daddy decided to go crazy with me.
we drove all around singapore to search for stuff la..
went to coronation plaza to search for island creamary only to realise it was at serene centre.
so we drove to sunset way to have ice cream instead :)
on the way we drove through king albert's park just because i wanted to see the nice houses :)
and know what?
EVERY HOUSE ON 2nd AVE HAS A FUCKING POOL.

hahaha...oh oh! and we found this really nice cake shop on sunset way too.
the cakes are like made up of more than 10 layers of crepes put together! with the flavours in between :)
yummm :p

monday.
yesterday was fun and all.
got to skip maths and chinese (though i wanted to have chinese) just to attend the european union meeting.
which turned out to be a HUGE embarrassment.
THE ROOF STARTED LEAKING IN THE AUDI!
like not drip drip leak, but it was STREMING!!! and it started spreading, so it was like raining in there.
and it had to be where all the european ambassadors were sitting.
it was damn damn damn embarrassing.
imagine an auditorium filled with VIPs and european union people and all the ambassadors of the european countries and the roof just decided to fail you.
like right? it was like the heavens decided to open it's doors.

oh oh..and have i mentioned how much i love adriene?
the little one cracks me up :) :)
that china accent is perfect!
HAHAHAHAHA.

oh and today there was GP lecture and i absolutely adore the lecturer.
mr norman new.
he's cool :) not to mention damn funny.


(during the video of the korean guy in the v tech massacre)
me: hey! that korean guy and mr new look alike!
gisella: OH MY GOD! YOU ARE RIGHT!
berlyn and the rest at the back: what what?
me: they look alike!
the rest: (cracks up)
(after the clip)
mr new: i know what some of ya'll are saying ok..if ya'll start saying that i look like him i'll start a massacre here!

(on punishment)
mr new: if you fall asleep during lecture and i go over and bang your head against the table what would you do? fight back? call me chow botak?
us: noooooo
mr new: why?! because i'm a teacher? or because you got no balls?

(on capital punishment, death sentence)
mr new: why would you want to kill them? so that they can go to heaven and enjoy all the virgins?

(on punishment for rape)
mr new: they should be castrated. you castrate them, they can't get a hard-on, they can't rape anyone!

(on death sentence, an eye for an eye)
mr new: so what are you saying? that if you rape my wife then i get to rape your wife too? and if you've got no wife then i'll rape your sister.

my god...i swear he's cool.
hahahaha!
i've got to seriously hit the books soon.
econs class test tomorrow, chemistry faculty test on thursday, geography test on friday, chinese faculty test next wedsday.
i think i'm gonna fail all my tests except maybe geog.
pls pls pls pls pls pls pls let me be able to manage all my tests lord. especially the faculty tests.
:(

Friday, April 20, 2007
jerine♥, 4:29 PM | 0 Noticed Me

why does mickey have to wear gloves while sun-tanning?
why does donald duck wear a towel when he comes out of the shower when he usually doesn't wear pants?

don't you just LOVE fridays? i know i do :)
though i'm like extremely sleepy now from the very late nights and the very early mornings for the past 3 days.
supper with daddy last night and i was high so i didn't sleep till 2.

dinner later with g8 at 85 :)
though i really really wanna go somewhere else.

school was rather fun today. not really but yeah i kinda liked it :)
it was an ordinary day which i loved.
but gp's boring and annoying. and my teacher's fucking boring.
she's bitchy in her own warped and quiet way.
and slow too. i mean seriously. how fucking long does it take to grade 19 essays?!
well two and the half weeks is obviously too short for her.

adriene's fun to laugh at with. :)
hahahaha...
yesterday:
me: my mummy's on the plane to bangkok now.
adriene: she's FLYING there?!
me: *blank stare* erm...how else is she supposed to get there?
adriene: oh. good question.

hahaha...and we had a whole lot more retarded moments yesterday and today. but i can't remember them.
that girl cracks me up :)

oh and ms wendy lee started speaking to me in chinese today. i think she's going cuckoo.
do i look like i'm good in chinese?!
no.
and we discussed our field trip today.
i wanna go to hawaii or the amazon :)
but some people will not be able to afford it.

i know i'm a really fortunate girl and all, being so well-travelled.
but it's just that when opportunities like field trips arise i just get so turned off by where ever they are going!
i mean indonesia? erm right? and why would i want to go there?
i would suggest nepal because it really gorgeous if you think in terms of nature, but i've been there :(
and the ignorant people will probably think it's a gross place to go.
please...if i, miss prim-and-proper-with-very-high-standards enjoyed myself there, anyone would.

and for chinese it's obviously china and again, WHY WOULD I WANT TO GO THERE?
for a start, i can't even speak chinese in a way that my chinese teacher can understand me, so what makes anyone think that the chinese nationals would?!
please, i would probably need to bring a translator along.



i'm think i'm going to watch a mid-summer night's dream with adriene :)
though i don't really understand shakespear.

Thursday, April 19, 2007
jerine♥, 5:48 PM | 0 Noticed Me

every face a different shade. look around - there's another mask behind you.

THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA WAS AWSOME :)
watched it yesterday with dearest tree and her sister tiffany.
it whole musical was really really pretty! everything was. from the stage to the costumes to the stage set up. everything :)
i'd consider the $120 well spent :)
bought the soundtack for $33. a little costly but it's worth it.
melody's going today - and i asked her to help me buy the programme booklet which i didn't get yesterday.
it's $25 for that booklet but i wanna keep it in memory of the gorgeous musical :)
that means no cabbing for the next 2 weeks. $58. ouch?

oh wells...but the musical could be better though. i don't think it's the original london cast but it's alright.
the songs were nice :)
but i didn't really like raoul's voice. the phantom was better :)

curtain calls were coolness :)

ha. so the thingy majigy ended at like 10.30 yesterday?
yup...went to bed past midnight. woke up at 4.30 and couldn't go back to sleep though i desperately wanted to.
so i was like falling asleep in almost every lesson today.

oh oh! remember the chemistry test i had on monday?
i got 80%! woohoo! :)
but that stupid test had to be a class test which is not counted for promos.
so it depends on the faculty test next week which i pray i'll do well.

mummy flew to bangkok to this afternoon. she's meeting my aunt there.
she said i could miss 2 days of school and go along too.
but because dearest tree is leaving on sunday i'm staying.
you better be honoured tree!

tomorrow is friday! :))


CHRISTINE
Think of me
think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me
once in a while -
please promise me
you'll try.

When you find
that, once
again, you long
to take your heart back
and be free -if you
ever find
a moment,
spare a thought
for me

We never said
our love
was evergreen,
or as unchanging
as the sea -
but if
you can still
remember
stop and think
of me . . .

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things
which might have been . . .

Think of me,
think of me waking,
silent and
resigned.

Imagine me,
trying too hard
to put you
from my mind.

Recall those days
look back
on all those times,
think of the things
we'll never do -
there will
never be
a day,
whenI won't think
of you . .

RAOUL
Can it be?
Can it be Christine?

Bravo!

What a change!
You're really
not a bit
the gawkish girl
that once you were...

She maynot remember
me, but
I remember
her...

CHRISTINE
We never said
our love
was evergreen,
or as unchanging
as the sea -
but please
promise me,
that sometimes
you will think of me!

Friday, April 13, 2007
jerine♥, 7:14 PM | 0 Noticed Me

OMG. I JUST REALISED THAT THE ABC SONG, TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR AND BAA BAA BLACK SHEEP ALL HAVE THE SAME TUNE!

realisation just struck and i feel like a bimbo once more.
hahahaha...but this is NOT counted!

today's a good day!
loved almost every minute of it :)
except maybe the filming of the corporate video which is a bloody waste of my time.
you remember the times in secondary school when there were distruption in the timetable?
everyone will be so happy and excited right?
think it's the same in jc?
you are sadly mistaken.
almost everyone goes "what the fuck?! i'm going to have to miss lessons?!"

i realised i can't afford to miss any lesson.
well yeah...it does not explain my skipping lectures SOMETIMES.
but the occasional skipping preserves my sanity :)
though it absolutely does not help when i walk into lecture the next time feeling stupid.

anyways...i'm still loving school :)
hahaha. NO ECONS LECTURE TOMORROW!
but ms wee went like a fucking bullet train just so we dont have to go back.

and i got high during the GP test :))
hahahaha...i don't know why.
i thought it went quite well. but if i fail, it's gonna be so damn embarrassing.
lol :) but i was freezing in the lecture theatre though..
i don't get it! everytime we have a lecture its so warm, but when i need the concentration it's bloody cold.
i had icy fingers within the 1st 5 mins.

and today's geog was fun :))
hahaha...taboo! i think my group caught up with the rest really well!
hahaha...considering we got a demerit point and also adriene didn't guess my word!

ha..and there's a price to pay for having fun this week.
mugging during the weekends!
yup...i said that but i think i'm hardly gonna do it.
fucking load of homework leftover from the week and chemistry test on monday.
and I STILL HATE CHEM.

in the canteen...
(on some malay word that's beside roti john)
jayne: eh!!! what is that ah? what does it mean?
me: i look malay to you? chinese cannot even speak chinese properly and now you want me to speak malay.

Thursday, April 12, 2007
jerine♥, 4:32 PM | 0 Noticed Me

"CUTE AS A BUTTON". IS THAT SUPPOSED TO BE A COMPLIMENT? SINCE WHEN WERE BUTTONS CUTE?

life's been good :)
ok, not THAT good - i could do without the workload.

anyways...the week's been really fun so far.
hahaha mondays to wednesdays are always good :)
though mondays are my longest days but there's chinese :))
ha...i still can't believe that chinese are my favourite lessons!

oh oh! i have an announcement to make!
JAYNE ABSOLUTELY CANNOT TELL THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN CHICKEN AND DUCK!
hahahaha...she was trying to differentiate chicken and duck at the chicken rice stall and she got it all wrong!
hahahaha! the guys in line were laughing their butts off :)

my bro got enlisted into the army on tuesday!
ha...i don't think they actually suffer there.
i saw the pictures, and it was like a bloody chalet.
even the meals are buffet style...like you actually get that during the war.

oh oh! when my mum was helping him pack....

mum: they didn't write comb on the list...take it here so i can pack it for you.
bro: *blank look* NO HAIR COMB WHAT?!

HAHAHAHAHAHA...and my mum packed a rather big bottle of shampoo for him too.
for what i do not know. ha!
and he looks funny with a crew cut. i don't know why it's called a crew cut cause it looks like it's shaved. - just not shaved cleanly.
:)

it's kinda nice and peaceful at home how :)

yesterday was fun.
left half-way during the chinese lecture with sandra to go meet tree at sac :)
hahahaha. it was hilarious.
NOBODY CAUGHT US!
but sac was retarded.
they refused to let us walk around.
i mean like right? this was my school after all...what am i going to do? bomb the place?
pffft...wasted my time.

but got to meet bey bey, mrs boo, mrs lopez, miss a lim, and lao shi :)
but they were to0o busy to entertain us for long though...
and miss lim's still the same old her - she wont tell us they we're nice.
hahahaha.
miss sac though...but i'm having fun in tpjc :)

cheryl met us outside the school gate after coming from sp with jo.
but she couldn't stay though...
met jo at the prata shop after that and we just stayed there for like 3 hours catching up :)
i miss my darlings!
b&js on tuesday, phantom of the opera on wednesday, and hanging out the whole day on friday!
keep to the plans k lovlies?

today was a long day...have i mentioned how much i hate thursdays?
now you know. and why? because there's chem!
and i absolutely do not understand a single thing. but do they care? noooo...i still have a test on monday!

oh! and i had a bimbotic moment this morning.
gisella, gourie, cai xiang and i were trying to form an E with our fingers and i made mine with 3 fingers on my left hand and another right finger behind the 3 fingers.
so it looks like an E.

gis: eh...that's not an E. it's opposite.
me: *blank look* but...it looks like an E to me!
gis: that's because you're doing it towards youself and not outwards!
gourie: OH MY GOD!!! BIMBO!!

hahahaha...it was damn funny.
lol!

me: i can't believe how bimbotic that was.
gourie: really? i can...you're bimbotic everyday.
me: no i'm not! it's a rare occasion. you should embrace this moment.
gourie: *gives that one eyebrow up look*

hahaha...and gisella has to learn how to tell sarcasm from the truth. hahaha...
that drawing was far from a gorgeous abstract darling.

siti: so nice!!!! everybody clap!
everyone: *clap clap clap clap*
gis: *beams*

i nearly died during pe today.
correction: i nearly fell asleep.
it was a fucking theory lesson!
like what the hell? which idiotic teacher brings a bloody book to read to the class during PHYSICAL EDUCATION?! mine!

hahahaha...and during the runs adriene was so high it was rubbing off us.
lol! we walked one entire round and nobody scolded us because ever class was running then and everyone was wearing the same thing!
hahahaha...and we got high on the track :)))

and i bathed in record time after pe i tell you...
i was so fast i'm really proud of myself :)
the rest of them were so impressed too. HAHAHAHA.

the weekends are here!!!
woots :)
i'll update when i so feel like it again :)
loves!

Monday, April 09, 2007
jerine♥, 8:00 PM | 0 Noticed Me

ripped this from nat's blog :)

maybe I should learn to stop procrastinating
I love being loved :)
I don't understand how some people can be such hypocrates.
I lose sleep when i start thinking over the day's events.
people say...i don't know what they say. sometimes i think people talk too much.
love is an unnecessary emotion that sets you up for disappointment more often than not.
when I like someone will not breathe a word but just admire from afar.
Somewhere someone is saying goodbye to their loved ones for the very last time.
I will always ask for more than i already have and then feel guilty after i get it.
'forever' is an empty promise.
I never want to suffer and be in pain before i die.
I think the current US president is selfish.
I will never apologise unless the guilt that's eating me become unbearable.
my past is full of ups and downs but i LOVE it. it made me me :))
my greatest fear is losing the people i love.
I get annoyed with fucking ah lians who think that they're so cool.
kisses are the best when they are meant.
tomorrow is going to be fun because of chinese classes :) -no, we speak english in chinese classes. and all of which are rubbish.
I really want to have everything that i want.
I have low tolerance for people who just don't get it.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007
jerine♥, 5:19 PM | 0 Noticed Me

do bald men wash their heads with soap or shampoo?

i am up to my neck with homework!
it's driving me insane.
i don't even have time to enjoy my one and only break everyday. why? because i am busy doing my homework.
i don't remember ever being so hardworking.
like really...i'm like study day to night.
and even so, i still can't seem to get all my work done! :(

it's 5.30 now and i just returned from school.
i have another 3 plus hours to complete my PI which i have yet to start.
hahaha i've already thought of the excuse to give my teacher if he asks why i didn't submit it online. :)

i'm soooo screwed.

anyways....i rewally enjoy chinese lessons now.
though i'm still sucky at it. hahaha.
today's chinese was so fun :) i love my lao shi!
you know...she says we're bimbos. and that we're influencing her to become bimbotic and everything.
hahahaha...she's succumbing to the western influence :)
i kinda think she speaks more english than chinese to us.

so today at the start of chinese lesson gisella and i were speaking with the bimbo accent and she's like "you're influencing me to become a bimbo!" and how she's actually a chinese cultured and refined lady. hahahahahaha.
so immediately i switched to the hongkie accent. haha and we did that throughout the whole hour and the half.
i love althea's texan accent :)
then in the later part of the lesson we just discussed how she knew my dialect was cantonese.
and we kinda discussed the different dialects.
cantonese is the best dialect! hahaha. and lao shi agrees with me :)

and somehow gisella, laoshi and i started speaking in cantonese. haahaha. i learnt a poem!

i love chinese lessons! it's so sad we only have it twice a week.
the third session doesn't count because it's lecture.
lao shi, we love you and you had better love us too!

oh oh! there was a blood donation thingy majigy in school today.
ewwww...so gross. HAHAHA.
but the bandages that they give are really pretty!
so many different colours and design. :) PINK!!!
lol...but i didn't wanna risk looking at blood and having a tube inserted to me just for the bandage.


today was a good day :)))