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A masquarade. Always.


Maturity is realising that your own pleasures
aren't worth someone else's pain.
- jerine
quaintrelle .blogspot.com ♥

Friday, June 23, 2006
jerine♥, 2:04 PM



i fear.

i ripped this off somewhere.
heh =)

I FEAR 32 OUT OF 66 THINGS;

[X] the dark - i still sleep with my bedside lamp on. i'm never the last to sleep at home cuz i'll have to off all the lights at home. NEVER put in me a dark room alone...i don't know what i'll do to myself. it's more a phobia than fear i think.
[X] staying single - i don't want to die lonely in an empty house, and have my body be discovered only when i start rotting.
[ ] getting married
[X] being a parent - what if my child turns out horrid?
[X] giving birth - labour. OUCH. i'm terrified of pain. and blood.
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[X] heights - ick! my legs become jelly-like.
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds - i'm not afraid of them. i just don't like them.
[X] spiders/other insects/anything with 6 or more legs. - eww eww and EWW.
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[X] fire - i'm just afraid to be caught in one and be burnt alive.
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[] pools
[X] failure - yes. i fear failure. very much. and i'm not ashamed to admit it.
[ ] success - which loser fears success?!
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[X] mice/rats - eww eww and EWW. again.
[X] jumping from high places - no way. let me say it again. my legs become wobbly. i won't jump. i'll probably just fall.
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ]wind
[X] cemeteries - freaky deeky.
[X] clowns - i'm just feaked out the freaky looking ones. like the one in IT.
[ ] large crowds - i just don't like it.
[X] demons or evil - yes. yes. i don't want to know what they can do to me.
[ ] crossing bridges
[X] death - very. VERY.
[X] Hell - yes! who wouldn't?
[ ] Heaven - again, who's afraid of heaven? god's there. nothing to be afraid. ok. maybe just afraid of not being able to enter.
[ ] being robbed - just ask. DON'T point a god-damn knife at me.
[X] being sexually assulted
[ ] men (the gay ones)
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[X] doctors, including dentists - just a little. i don't know what they'll do to me. but it's usually fine.
[X] tornadoes - i'm afraid of death, and these things usually lead to death. and loss.
[X] hurricanes - see tornadoes.
[X] being punished - yep. but only of certain people. like ms lim. just leave me alone. actually, no. i'm not really afraid.
[X] diseases, including cancer and STD's - please please please don't ever let me suffer from any of these. esp. something incurable.
[X] snakes - they should be banished from the face of the earth.
[X] sharks
[ ] dinosaurs - never even seen them so how to be afraid? besides, they'll never be back =)
[ ] Friday the 13th
[X] poverty - ohhhh yes...ohhh no..please don't let it happen to me.
[X] ghosts - just makes darkness a whole lot worse.
[ ] Halloween
[X] school - sometimes...
[ ] trains or railroads
[X] fear - eh? i fear fear. afraid of being afraid. lol =)
[X] being alone - depends on the situation. like in the dark.
[X] losing my friends - friends, family, and everything in between.
[X] being blind to things
[X] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[X] being murdered in my sleep - i AM afraid of death, and i don't want to die horribly.