i need sleep. life has a tendancy to fall apart when i'm awake.

i've never felt so tired in the longest time.
i could hardly keep my eyes open the whole time i was in school.

spent the whole night doing physical geog project.
hate it la...waste of my time.
and it took me another whole hour to send it via email to adriene through tpjc.net cause the portal was just plain wonky.
went to bed at 1, woke up at 5 to print the thing cause adriene's printer so decided to break down and ruin my sleep.

i look like shit and feel like shit, and my periods aren't helping.
i've got 2 HUGE pimples on my face. and they wont go away!!!! :(
and i'm going for orals with 2 pimples on my face.
it had better be gone by next week! i'm emcee-ing!

i absolutely ABHORE my new chinese teacher TCB.
what an idiot. i've never met someone more petty then him.
he still bears a grudge against me for saying that i'm disappointed to see him again.
what the fuck la...and he's fucking putting words into my mouth when he talks to lao shi.
fuck la...and he's forcing us to hand up every single fucking piece of work.
i've got like most work from chinese now.
and he's so sarcastic.
i mean even when you're like really nice and earnest he's just so damn sarcastic!
can't he practice some basic courtesy and BE NICE?!
to think i used to think he was nice.
ugh.............he disgust me.
oh well...i've got gisella as hating company :)

if i hear haosheng bitch about TCB now, i won't even think about contesting him and defending TCB.

oh...and lao shi told us previously that they were going to write the emcee script for us, but now we have to write it ourselves.
on top of the tremendous amount of work that we already have.
and that annoying TCB is the teacher in charge of the emcees. so not looking forward to it.

i'm sooooo tired.
i've got work piled up to me head and all i want to do is jump into bed.

i can't wait for the week to be over.
practiced reading for orals during gp's free period today.
we all agreed that the best i can get is a pass.
i want my merit again :(

did the gp retest yesterday.
i think my brain cells are facing a crisis.
they're at risk of extinction.



maybe you don't like your job, maybe you didn't get enough sleep. well, nobody likes their job and nobody got enough sleep.
maybe you just had the worse day of your life, but you know, there's no escape, there's no excuse.
you've just got to suck up and be nice.