i don't want!!!!!!!!!!

things are NOT going well in school.
:(

firstly, all the retests.
stupid. i've got to take 2 gp retests. one that i missed during the june hols and one for mid-years.
there's chinese retest and geog too - and i have NOT studied.

secondly, lao shi gave our class up to another teacher. happens to be my 1st 3 months teacher.
that got us all depressed. I WANT LAO SHI BACK! :(
she gave our class up. our class of all classes.
gis and i came to a conclusion that we're so bad she can't take it any longer.
chinese lessons are not going to be fun any more. :(
and he only knows me so everything is jie ling, jie ling, jie ling....

(before the "hand-over")
lao shi: you know what this not-so-handsome guy is doing here?
me: he got nothing better to do.
chen lao shi: WHAT?!
lao shi: ya. he got nothing to do that's why -
(i noticed she didn't bring anything to class while he did)
me: WE ARE GOING TO CHANGE TEACHERS?! YOU DON'T WANT US ANYMORE?!


(after lessons, along the corridoor.)
chen lao shi: so jie ling....are you disappointed to see me again?
me: YES!
chen lao shi: what?! that's such a hurtful thing to say!
gis: i'm disappointed too what.
chen lao shi: but i don't know you! i haven't taught you before!
me: wo gen ni hen shou ma? (do i know you very well?)

not my fault he asked right?
hahahahahhahaha i'm such a meanie.
i think he hates me now. hahaha....
oh...and he's making me do a retest even though lao shi said there's no need for it. :(
ugh!

thirdly, i have no fucking cca.
i need a cca desperately.
i NEED one.
otherwise i've got nothing ot write in the cca box on the ocip form!
I WANT TO GO FOR OCIP!
and i will survive there ok?

me: eh! i want to go!
jie wie: YOU?! cannot survive one la...

sadness...nothing is going well.
i'm up to my neck with school work and i'm STILL procrastinating.
i have a feeling i'll be enjoying tp's scenery for another year.

fucking 2.4 for pe tomorrow.
i don't want to run and be yucky for the whole day then go for retests after school.
the thought of 2.4 just puts me off.

oh oh! and we watched a really nice hong kong movie during chinese lecture today :)
i cried! hahaha...and gis was just going on about how i was a sucker.
and she's really random too.

(half-way through the movie)
gis: you know, i think you look like a lesbian.
me: WHAT?!

seriously. me? a lesbian? what the fuck?!
and she said it really loudly. thanks ya?

and nicholas was just going on and on and on about sex.
felt like slapping him.

(after the movie)
berlyn: so jerine! did you understand the movie?
me: hey...what was that supposed to mean? i cried!
berlyn, emily, bifei, jayne: OH MY GOD YOU UNDERSTOOD THE MOVIE?!


and they said it soooo loudly at the front of the audi.
all the teachers were looking at me. i swear i nearly died of embarrassment.


and chinese orals for As are next week!
i'm good ok?



i am not going to screw up orals.
i can speak in chinese.
i'm good at chinese.







who am i kidding?