CAUTION: HOTTIE IN THE HOUSE.

hahahahaha.
i think some people know who i'm refering to.
and for the slow people, she's our very own MISS ADELINE LIM.

my god. she bought new clothes!!!
i think it's especially for today.
really low-cut sleeveless outter piece in goldenish tinge with black tube inside.
WHOA!!!

lol...i think all of us were just staring at her throughout the lesson.
hahahahahahaha.
we're all habouring a major crush on her. (sounds familiar?)

and sandra has got the hots for ms lim.
check out her blog.
eh...we should have taken a pic right?
hahahahahaha =)

sandra nat and i are all fighting for ms lim.
true love is worth the battle.

i'm in red.
sandra is in blue.
nat is in green.

A LIM IS SUPER SUPER HOT. ------- SHE'S SANDRA'S AND NO ONE ELSE. NO FIGHTING ALLOWED. =) says:
WALAO

A LIM IS SUPER SUPER HOT. ------- SHE'S SANDRA'S AND NO ONE ELSE. NO FIGHTING ALLOWED. =) says:
I LOVE MISS LIM

A LIM IS SUPER SUPER HOT. ------- SHE'S SANDRA'S AND NO ONE ELSE. NO FIGHTING ALLOWED. =) says:
GO AWAY LA YOU TWO

A LIM IS SUPER SUPER HOT. ------- SHE'S SANDRA'S AND NO ONE ELSE. NO FIGHTING ALLOWED. =) says:
JUST GO AWAY

IT'S A FACT THAT A LIM LOVES ME. SHE LET ME GO TO THE TOILET. SAN, DON'T BE JEALOUS says:
YOU LOVE MISS LIM

.f.a.l.l.a.c.y. ah...natalie and sandra. no use fighting. she's mine. she habours a major crush on me! =) says:
hahahahahahha

IT'S A FACT THAT A LIM LOVES ME. SHE LET ME GO TO THE TOILET. SAN, DON'T BE JEALOUS says:
BUT MISS LIM LOVES ME.

.f.a.l.l.a.c.y. ah...natalie and sandra. no use fighting. she's mine. she habours a major crush on me! =) says:
she loves me more.

A LIM IS SUPER SUPER HOT. ------- SHE'S SANDRA'S AND NO ONE ELSE. NO FIGHTING ALLOWED. =) says:
NO NO NO

A LIM IS SUPER SUPER HOT. ------- SHE'S SANDRA'S AND NO ONE ELSE. NO FIGHTING ALLOWED. =) says:
ME MOST

.f.a.l.l.a.c.y. ah...natalie and sandra. no use fighting. she's mine. she habours a major crush on me! =) says:
she's got a secret crush on me.

IT'S A FACT THAT A LIM LOVES ME. SHE LET ME GO TO THE TOILET. SAN, DON'T BE JEALOUS says:
YOU SEE SHE HAS A CRUSH ON YOU

IT'S A FACT THAT A LIM LOVES ME. SHE LET ME GO TO THE TOILET. SAN, DON'T BE JEALOUS says:
BUT SHE LVOES ME.

IT'S A FACT THAT A LIM LOVES ME. SHE LET ME GO TO THE TOILET. SAN, DON'T BE JEALOUS says:
LOVES LOVES LOVES.

.f.a.l.l.a.c.y. ah...natalie and sandra. no use fighting. she's mine. she habours a major crush on me! =) says:
ah...i tell you the truth la...

.f.a.l.l.a.c.y. ah...natalie and sandra. no use fighting. she's mine. she habours a major crush on me! =) says:
she proposed to me le..

.f.a.l.l.a.c.y. ah...natalie and sandra. no use fighting. she's mine. she habours a major crush on me! =) says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

.f.a.l.l.a.c.y. ah...natalie and sandra. no use fighting. she's mine. she habours a major crush on me! =) says:
wanna be invited to our wedding?

A LIM IS SUPER SUPER HOT. ------- SHE'S SANDRA'S AND NO ONE ELSE. NO FIGHTING ALLOWED. =) says:
NO

A LIM LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HER. JERINE AND SANDRA, JUST GIVE UP. HAHA. says:
YA RIGHT

A LIM LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HER. JERINE AND SANDRA, JUST GIVE UP. HAHA. says:
SANDRA WENT TO HER BEDROOM LE.

A LIM IS SUPER SUPER HOT. ------- SHE'S SANDRA'S AND NO ONE ELSE. NO FIGHTING ALLOWED. =) says:
YA!

A LIM LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HER. JERINE AND SANDRA, JUST GIVE UP. HAHA. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA SHE DURING THE HOLIDAYS WENT EVERYDAY LOR.

A LIM IS SUPER SUPER HOT. ------- SHE'S SANDRA'S AND NO ONE ELSE. NO FIGHTING ALLOWED. =) says:
AND SHES LIKE BESIDE ME NOW!!!!!!!

A LIM IS SUPER SUPER HOT. ------- SHE'S SANDRA'S AND NO ONE ELSE. NO FIGHTING ALLOWED. =) says:
READING ALL THS

A LIM LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HER. JERINE AND SANDRA, JUST GIVE UP. HAHA. says:
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

A LIM LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HER. JERINE AND SANDRA, JUST GIVE UP. HAHA. says:
OMG

A LIM LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HER. JERINE AND SANDRA, JUST GIVE UP. HAHA. says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHA

.f.a.l.l.a.c.y. ah...natalie and sandra. no use fighting. she's mine. she habours a major crush on me! =) says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

A LIM LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HER. JERINE AND SANDRA, JUST GIVE UP. HAHA. says:
I DON'T BELIEVE YOU LOR.

A LIM LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HER. JERINE AND SANDRA, JUST GIVE UP. HAHA. says:
SANDRA YOU'RE A BIG FAT LIAR.

A LIM IS SUPER SUPER HOT. ------- SHE'S SANDRA'S AND NO ONE ELSE. NO FIGHTING ALLOWED. =) says:
MISS LIM: GOODNESS. WHAT IS THIS! HAVEN I GAVE YOU PPL ENOUGH GEOGRAPHY WORK TO KEEP YOU ALL OCCUPIED? I LOVE SANDRA AND NO ONE ELSE.YOU TWO GO AWAY

A LIM LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HER. JERINE AND SANDRA, JUST GIVE UP. HAHA. says:
SHUT UP.

.f.a.l.l.a.c.y. ah...natalie and sandra. no use fighting. she's mine. she habours a major crush on me! =) says:
pls la...she's sitting on my bed now...my windows still steamy..

A LIM LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HER. JERINE AND SANDRA, JUST GIVE UP. HAHA. says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAHHHAHAHAA

A LIM LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HER. JERINE AND SANDRA, JUST GIVE UP. HAHA. says:
I DON'T THINK MISS LIM SAYS "HAVEN"

A LIM LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HER. JERINE AND SANDRA, JUST GIVE UP. HAHA. says:
OH PLEASE LA. THE TWO OF YOU ARE JUST IMAGINING HER.

A LIM LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HER. JERINE AND SANDRA, JUST GIVE UP. HAHA. says:
SHE'S IN MY BATHROOM NOW TAKING A SHOWER.

.f.a.l.l.a.c.y. ah...natalie and sandra. no use fighting. she's mine. she habours a major crush on me! =) says:
she's holding my hand right now lor...

A LIM LOVES ME. AND I LOVE HER. JERINE AND SANDRA, JUST GIVE UP. HAHA. says:
IT WAS GETTING OH TOO HOT

.f.a.l.l.a.c.y. ah...natalie and sandra. no use fighting. she's mine. she habours a major crush on me! =) says:
say she gonna smack the 2 of you tmr...




hahahahahahhahahahaha.....
damn funny!!!!!

DAISY TAN TZE SIONG?

hahahahahaha.
a.math has been fun the past two lessons =)
the whole daisy tan ans mr tan thing..
go read 2 entries before this if you'er not informed of it.

so anyways...
mr tan came in BLACK and RED.
he went suntanning.
and he came back sick.
and he's like too much sun.

erm...too much sun or to much TAN?
hahahaha.

me: should go see if daisy tan is sick too.
mr tan: JERINE!
me: what???
teressa jayne: hahahahaha. you go suntanning with daisy tan!
someone: imagine daisy tan in a bikini.
mr tan: you can actually imagine that?!

me: hahaha. rolling in the sand.
mr tan: jerine, i know you're jealous.
annursha: i think jerine would rather fall for mr ali than mr tan.

ethel: you see miss tan walk pass then "ohhhhh~"
jerine: you so black cant even see if you're blushing.
mr tan: this kinda colour and you think you can see me blush? it's like saying you can see annursha blushing.
class: orh......RACIST!
mr tan: you want a racist joke?
(after he's done)
class: (major silence)
me: erm...so what's the joke?
mr tan: that's the joke.
someone: what joke is that?! funny meh? and you call it racist.


and the whole class conversation goes on.
and how we'd make a blog dedicated to him.
url will be daisytantzesiong.


mr tan: i know you are all jealous. i feel so honoured. so many people fighting for me. i know all this while ya'll have been harbouring a crush on me.

ethel: then you met miss daisy tan then she...
mr tan: ethel i kno-
ethel: IM NOT JEALOUS!

hahahahahahahahahaha.
and so the whole gossiping session went on for an hour.
we didn't have lessons at all cause he claimed he was too sick to teach.

BUT!

he could teach during tutorials.
hmm....leads us to think what he did during lunch eh?
hahahahahaha.

back to the a.math lesson.
and so the gossip topic went to relationships between teachers in the school.

me: so are relationships between teachers in the same school allowed?
mr tan: why not? haven't you heard of ms...erm..i better not say.

i'm sure we all know.
if any SACian doesn't know, she must be a true convent girl who has been living under the rock.

and apparently, mr tan has seen ms A. lim dressed up.
but i kinda think the best she goes is the black sleeveless top and dress pants.
or maybe the blue top and god-knows-what-colour pants she wore on parent-teacher meeting.

but from an inside source, which most of you know of,
but i still can't put her name up here,
so this source says that ms lim has been like that since forever.

and geog lesson today was fantastic.
funny and nice =)

ms lim: people in sienna only live till 34. so they face mid-life crisis at 15.

and we all know what natalie does to act high class don't we?

nat: maybe they dig up those paper bags of expensive brands and carry for show.


and i feel very cheated.
studied so hard for the stupid physics mock exam but it turned out to be a open-book exam.
stupid. there was no invigilator, and we didn't need to remove all our books and stuff.
i studied ok???
i knew the exact page of my book to turn to to look for answers.
lol =)

and after school tree nat swee san and i cam-whored.
fun fun fun =)


anyways today is a very happy day!
but no chocolates tomorrow nat...
lol..GREEDY. CHEAPSKATE!

that grey area sentimental people like to call memory.

i don't know how, i don't know why.
but things just happen.
for whatever reason i know not.

i'm sorry.
things don't always go as planned.

everything is just passing me by.
going into that grey area sentimental people like to call memory.

it's far away and out of reach.

i'm not trying hard enough.
maybe i'm not even trying.

we're down and out,
the stars are misaligned,
and everything is just not right.

the earth will move,
time will past,
and i just pray i'm not left behind.

a film without sound.

there's no room for me.
i'm different.
i'm invisible.
but i'm still me.

i'm loving it =)

i totally and completely adore my life right now.
except for the stupid bitch who ruined my entire day today.
this week was WONDERFUL.
amazing i tell you.
school's been real fun, and so has everything else =)

on second thoughts, today was HORRID.
stupid irresponsible self-centred people spoilt my day early in the morning.
and i hate the fact the i'm whining so much because of it.

i'll just talk about school though.
so....i love the new miss A. lim! in a completely platonic way.
she's like a new person.
we can even talk rubbish in her class and she'll laugh with us.
and it was so amazing that she didn't scold the people who forget their stuff today.
the whole forgivable and unforgivable thing was so friendly!

so on wed we had geog too.
coolness =)
miss lim said singapore's gonna be bombed soon.
it's only a matter of time.
and she's serious.
she asked us all to go for confession everday so that we can all go to heaven =)

and natalie...LESBIANS GO TO HELL.
don't worry. i'll watch over you from heaven.
that is if i do get in =)


miss lim: so what endangers our security in singapore?
natalie: (only heard by jie lin and i) sandra.
jie lin and i: (laughs out loud)
miss lim: yes?
me: SANDRA!
class: (laughs)
miss lim: why sandra?
me: because she's got elmo the suicide bomber!
miss lim: SICK! what kind of seasame street do ya'll watch these days?!

hahahahahahaha.
it was damn funny coming out of miss lim's mouth.
that's what i mean..we can all talk rubbish.
it's never been like that until this term.
i don't think anyone dared talk rubbish in her class in the past.
but i'm not complaining =)

oh..the whole adabelle and her new foolscap was funny too.

and mr tan is basically full of shit.
during lessons yesterday ms daisy tan came in to check the classroom ownership.
and she said your class was clean.
and mr tan was like "it's only clean because i'm here"
and the both of them and this mini "flirting" session.

and after the lesson someone said mr tan was rushing off cause her got lunch date with daisy.

he started laughing and all then someone asked "mr tan! why you so happy?"
me: he saw daisy tan what...
mr tan: so jerine..if there's a rumour i know who started it.
and i won't want to have lunch with her.
class: orh...we tell her!
mr tan: if i wanted to have lunch with someone i'd go with.....ETHEL.
class: ooooooo....
swee: ethel's taken la!

it was damn funny.
and for those not in SAC, ms daisy tan is the last person you'd call a "hot young thing".
.....or maybe not.
i won't call her that if she was the last person on earth.
the smell's not the domineering, but the hair's still off-putting.
i'm a meanie. hahahahaha =)

and that certain bitch who spoilt my day.
wanna know who she is?

TERESSA JAYNE LEE.

fucking bitch.
daily confessions will do you no good.
you're destined for hell.
you'll burn and rot in there, get all your fingers chopped off,
but you'll still deserve no sympathy.

steal steal steal.
think it's very cool is it?
you don't have a tinge of morals in your blood.
it's such a disgrace having you on the face of this earth.
to think i'm breathing the same air as you just makes me want to stop breathing.

how dare you even admit you "borrowed" it?
did you ask? did i even lend it to you?!
and you had the cheek to bring it home.
DON'T deny it.
cherly lin saw you take it.
they asked you to pass it back to me from the other end of the class.

did you not understand what that meant?!
PASS. not YOU CAN KEEP IT.
taking it and reading when you were supposed to pass it was already bad.
and you had the bloody guts to take it home.
if nobody saw you. you wouldn't even admit you touched it would you?!

what the hell is wrong with you?!
hmm? hmmm?
no money to buy your own stuff?
and you want to pay me back.
YEA RIGHT. i don't want your money.
it's probably also stolen.

but i still can't see what the fuck is wrong with you.
no wait...what about EVRYTHING?
i'd like to see what goes through your stupid brain!
but then again, what brain?!
you know, i'd like to see things from your point of view, but i can't seem to stick my head that far up my ass.

and you can take that fake apology and shaft it up your hairy ass.
that innocent face you're giving me.
and you think i can't see right through it.
i used to think that ther e was some good in you.
that you weren't as bad as everyone made you out to be.
but guess what?
I'VE BEEN BLINDED BY THE GOODNESS I WAS TAUGHT TO HAVE.

you didn't even deserve to be confirmed.
the arch bishop should have just smacked you across the head and sent you to your grave.
what catholic?
you only go to church to oggle at boys.
DESPERATE PIECE OF _______.
i have no word to describe you.
words cannot ddescribe how disgusted i am with you.
you're just down right rotten.

you have a face only a mother could love...but i bet she hates it too.
you were only born because your mother didn't believe in abortion.
but now, i think she truely believes in infanticide.
if we were to kill everyone that hates you, it wouldn't be murder.
it would be genocide.

when you get run over by a car, it shouldn't be listed under accidents bi-atch!
you should be like the new poster child for birth control.
why do i bother insulting you?
there is no way i could make an ass out of you...nature did that a long time ago.


and annursha morgan!
you are to be blamed to.
i lent it to you and asked you to return it by the end of the day yourself.
did you not hear that?
you do selective hearing too?
it was irresponsible alright?
and to think you could go "i passed it on already. so it has nothing to do with me."
it has EVERYTHING to do with you.

i should start saying no.
am i too nice?
why do i feel complied to say yes or ok to everyone?
i wasn't even informed when ya'll took the magazine.

i don't have a habit of saying no when someone asks for something.
i HAVE to start.
i mean yes, it's just a magazine.
but it's also MY magazine.
and i'm really particular about my stuff.
i don't like people taking my things without my acknowledgement, or worse still take it then return it in a disasterous condition.
and IF i am to get it back, that is what i think it will be.
and in fact, i feel confident that it will be disasterous AND horrendous.

and that is only IF i ever get it back.

you may think that i'm petty and complaining so much over a magazine.
but it's MINE.
i don't like people to take what belongs to me.
and i paid $15 for it.
not that money's such a big issue.
the thing is, it's MINE.

don't people these days have conscious?
suddenly i feel as if i'm such a wonderful child.
i'm like an angel.


goodness...what is the world coming to?

i'm having respiratory problems.

i can't breathe properly.
shit. not good.

many things to say, so i'll start with yesterday.

first and foremost, i'd like to congratulate all the confirmation babies!
alexcia, amelia, charmaine, fiona, jillian, leanne and natalie.
and for the guys, the only people i know are ashwin and nathanial.
ok i don't really know nathanial, but someone does. *hint hint to the REALLY happy person today*
clue: she's REALLY slow too. (no prizes for guessing!)
anyhoo, half of the people i mentioned don't even go to church 3/4 of the time.

met sandra.swee, su, and poh at parkway.
i'm still a little pissed with you swee!
she went to TM with su and poh and did not see the need to tell me.
so i waited for them for more than an hour.
what a waste of my life.

su, poh and i went to buy flowers for our confirmation babies.
wanted to buy roses, but 1 stalk of rose cost $8.
and that same night i went to suntec, walked into a nicer florist, and roses only cost $1.50.
i am NOT cheapskate, but spending $48 bucks on flowers altogether is a bit too much eh?
and i think roses only cost that much on valentines day.
so i ended up buying dasies.
i don't fancy them, but i'm not the ones keeping them anyhoo.
and god knows if they kept them.

so during the ceremony thingy the speaker kept saying no phototaking, and only the professional photographers are allowed to take pictures.
BUT people snapped away despite the constant reminder.
tsk tsk...sinned in the house of the lord.
and people like natalie will go "i know god can see but nevermind la. i can go for confession later."

then after the ceremony jillian said something really dumb. (why am i not surprised?)
we were both wearing the same pair of white wages from charles and keith.
and when we hugged she was like "HA! i'm still taller than you even when you're wearing heels!"
erm..jill? we're wearing the same pair of heels so they won't make a difference.

told jill when we walked into the church that we braced ourselves for meeting ms lim.
and she's like i'm not that mean la.
and her mum suggested that J.Lo posed as her godmother.
(connections baby..)
my god...i think we'll all just die.

anyhoos, moving along..
today i woke up at 4 AM to do my social studies homework.
it was due on friday, but i was absent, and i REALLY wanted to hand it up.
so THEN, i rushed like crazy to finish EVERY SINGLE PIECE of A. lim's work.
BUT. she didn't want it then, and told up to put in with the rest of the stack after school.

like what the hell?!
i only woke up at 4 because ss was the first period.
i could have slept alrights??
and because i didn't sleep, i felt really sick in school.
i should have taken another day off school.

O-level chinese listening today.
it was alright except for the fact that i nearly died trying not to keep coughing.
i am a VERY CONSIDERATE person.
the others might not be able to listen.
since i was in the same exam venue thingy-mahjigy with the 4/7 people, they will probably cry because they cannot hear the radio.

and miss a. lim was in a very good mood today.
she's been on a happy streak since the start of the term. [and i am NOT complaining =)]
she got her bonus again.
god..teachers like get bonuses all the time.

and during ss she told us how she was a very considerate person.
something about how you have to finish your course of antibiotics to kill every single germ in you, or you'll create a superbug.
either you start and finish your course, or don't start at all.
and ms lim goes to the doctor, takes the mc, and throws the antibiotics away.

i have antibiotics too.
but from the whole dosage i only took 3 pills.
boo me.
hahahahahaha.
i just created a superbug!
but really, i totally DESTEST taking medicine.
i only went to the doctor to get an MC.
i believe i can get well naturally.
time is all i need.

and during chemistry we had a spot test.
dumb.
and teressa jayne got 0/8.
to think that her chem is one of the best.
i'm like suspecting she did it for attention. stupid child.
not that i can blame her though.

mr lian let me sleep in class.
cause i was sick. IM NOT PRETENDING ALRIGHTS??
and we had to go to the leb to smell some horrid thing.
i had a block nose and it was still so strong.
honestly, mr lian was like a sadist.
because i couldn't take the smell, i went to the back of the lab to stand in front of the fan.
he threatened to send me out!
what an arse.
i'm sick. and the smell is only making me cough even harder.
im coughing because i can't breathe. and the smells were soooo not helping.

then he turned the lab into a banana plantation.
the whole lab smelt of bananas, and after school, the smell diffused, and we could smell it all the way from the 4th floor.

ugh. i feel damn sick!
i can't breathe properly, and somehow or rather i'm like shaking.
parkinsons in the making.

anyhoos, i love you babes =)


better to have love and lost than never loved at all.

i can't think of a title.

right.
my laptop is majorly screwed-up.
i need virus control.
i have like none at all.
it's so frustrating.
and restoring my laptop is not working at all.
my life is so miserable.

so no school for me yesterday.
i heard it was really boring anyways.
and quiet cause the noisy people were not around.
mainly me and swee.
but we still and sandra and nat though.
miss me?
hahahahahaha.
i know you did.

shit. that sounded so egoistic.

hope la passion went well yesterday.
saw some pictures from swee's blog.
the flying one was pretty =)

and i might be getting a new phone!
like finally...it's been about 4 months since i lost my phone.
which means i've been using that pathatic phone for 4 MONTHS!
so i've narrowed my choices down to nokia's L'amour series 7370, which is the gold twisting one and sony ericsson's W700i.
both are gold, but the w700i is a titanium gold, so it's not that gold-ish.

i can't make up my mind.

but i like gold now.
it's my new colour!
i think my wallet brought about that liking =)
again, gold jewellery and other bling blings are still ugly and un-wearable.

so i'll be getting a new phone soon =)
just a matter of time.
most likely next week.

sandra doesn't love me.
i'm upset!
pffft.....
hahahahaha.
that's childish.
besides, i'm not a lesbian.
I DON'T FANCY YOU LOVING ME SANDRA!
=)

blah blah blah.
this is gonna be a really boring update.
i'm bored myself.
i'm still really sick.
can i go for the OLPS confirmation tomorrow?
i wanna go but i'm still sick as hell.

the whole lot of medicine i'm taking is doing me no good at all.
all it does is make me really really sleepy.

this is really random,
but i am kinda craving for dark chocolate now =)
FAT. FAT. FAT.

i still want to go for my candy empire trip!
teresa, if you still want your treat you have to be free!

and here's a little somthing i'd like to share, to make people like me feel a whole lot better =)
i don't care what you say, but i'd like to make me feel good.

this goes out to people who have such low self-esteem, who think nobody cares or that they are just not good enough because no one ever told them how special they are, or ask for their number.

"Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think that something is wrong with them, when in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree."

Whereas for men...

"Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to the women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with."

feel better? because i do =)



love you all babes =)

i might have seen the white lights on the other side.

i'm still sick.
it's worse than yesterday.
i slept well though.
must be the whole lot of medicine i took.
it's A LOT.

nicole's phone call from school woke me up.
she asked for her SBQ.
i SWEAR i don't have your SBQ nicole.
i only borrowed your SEQ from the mid-year corrections.
HONEST!

i hope she finds her paper.
i don't want to be held responsible for something i have not done.
if there's something i hat most, it's being accused.

so here i sit alone at home.
with absolutely nothing to do.
there's a whole ton of homework waiting for me but i'm not in the mood.
i'm sick.

i'm in a depressing mood.
somehow i realised that when god gives you something he'll definitely take something away.
sometimes more than you have received.
do things have tot be this way?

give me a day and rob me of a week.
why?
it is so difficult to just give?
wasn't i thought to give without expecting to recieve?
but then again, maybe i was the only one who was taught.

i WAS happy.
things WERE well.
but i guess i expected too much.
wishful thinking on my part.
my expectations.
i shouldn't impose them on others.
or maybe they're also too high for my good.

everything will be over soon.
or so i hope.
my dues will be paid.
i'm paying big time.


moving from the depressing stuff,
i hope i will be well enough by sunday.
i wanna go for the OLPS confirmation.
to see the pretty confirming babies =)

hahaha.
but for all we know the archbishop might not be well enough.
don't they have like the next best person to do the confirming?
ah..but what do i know?
total bullocks.

and i still want that kappa bag.
but i don't realy like the brand though.
i only like the gold words across the white background =)
i'm starting to like gold!
but not the aunty kind mind you.
gold jewellery are still off-putting.
the yellow ones i mean.



i need to come to terms with myself.

happiness =)

right. i'm SICK.
boo-hoo.
so i'm not going to school tomorrow.
but i want to go to school tomorrow!
i have a feeling it's gonna be a real good day.
and i wanna see who wins the el stinko challange from yesterday!
actually, i'm more interested in the prize considering the fact that ms lim has never given out anything.
and there's really fun CME too!
all the stupid but hilarious stuff 4/6 say.

oh wells..
but at least i wont be the ones rushing homework tonight.
but school will still be fun fun fun!!!!

so i haven updated for the week.
back tracking....

on tuesday, english was fun.
sandra and mrs lopez were really funny.
then teressa jayne was being super shallow and racist.
"who wants to marry indians?!"
stupid child.
i won't be surprised if she gets slapped someday.

and lopez told up about an ex-student she met some days ago.
how some guy wanted to pay her $3000 a month to keep him company and see him off and pick him up when he's travelling.
how despicable.

and i was like "so cheap".
teressa was very intrigued though.
and i told swee she'll do anything to be in that girl's shoes.
and nat was like "free also nobody want."
so annursha wanted to know what we were laughing about then nicole the dumbie when to shout it across the classroom.
but it was really funny.

and during chem mr lian tried to imitate teressa jayne.
BAD.
it was sooo ugly.
but entertaining though.
hahahahahahahahaha =)
and he was going on about how he hated americans because they are obnoxious (i cant spell) pigs.
sounds like he's describing himself no?
ok...maybe he's just super egoistic.
and ethel told him so. and i added on saying his ego is larger than life.
he pretended that he didn't hear that.

oh..and on tuesday night i was damn happy.
in fact, i got really happy in the shower after i came home =)
for no appearant reason at all.
so i bought chocs for everyone, and wrote coloured post-its with little notes then gave them to everyone on wednesday!

see. ya'll should keep praying that i'm happy everyday.
so you get toblerone and little notes everyday!
hahahaha. but i was really happy. and happiness should be shared!
but i think i shared to much and was left with none today.
n i woke up sick this morning.

then on wednesday, during pc mrs lim criticized the stuff she was supposed to do again.
lol =)
and ethel was like "mrs lim..we won't be seeing you anymore in 4 months! we'll miss you!"
hahahahaha.
and i was like " yah! and there won't be anyone to sweep the floor for us anymore."
then she said " yah la..you all ah..ask you do duty dont do. u think what? i'm a highly paid school cleaner is it?"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA =)

and natalie gave herself away.
she was like " NO...I'N NOT LIKE THEM. I'M CROO.."
then she realised what she just said.
hahahahaha.

and during physics mrs boo said our class is very dirty minded.
unlike other classes.
they are all so serious that you can hear the sound of pin dropping.
so i was like " so you should love coming to our class! we are so lively"
swee added "and horny!"
fran "and sexy!"
finally annursha " just like me!"
HAHAHAHAH!

then during geog we had some el stinko challange.
damn funny.
jill wanna set up her HQ in NYC and the rest of us wanted singapore.
then ms limstarted talking about singapore and it's future.
so niq was like " we made this choice on based on what singapore is today. what makes you think new york wouldn't blow up in flames in the future?"
then there was silence. all needed a while to digest that.
then tree said "hasn't it already?"
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
and ms lim laughed!!!
can you imagine?!
MISS ADELINE LIM LAUGHED. OUT LOUD!!!

and some knocking was heard so we all thought it was the door.
and some bend down to check under the door cause ms lim was like go see who it is.
then melissa from 4/7 was like "erm..sorry. it was me. i knocked on the chair."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
damn stupid!!!

after schoo lthere was chem tutorials.
broke a test-tube.
i only have like 4 left.
i think someone borrowed one of mine last time and stained it yellow.
so i can use it now.
then mr lian came.
just when i picked the glass up with my fingers.

but he was kinda nice.
cleared the glass for me. =)

nothing much today.
except that mr tan didn't come for lessons.
we had that P.E teacher that nicole thinks is cute.
actually he not bad looking.
but a little egoistic like mr lian. just not that bad.

oh..and natalie mimicked mrs lim.
damn funny.
but really mean that the same time.
cause mrs lim was at hearling distance and i think she heard.

and mrs lim chose me for conferencing today.
the way she asked me was really funny.
then it took her so long to find a suitable place.
but there are so many around!
so i was like " eh..mrs lim! so many places around where you want to go? somewhere really secluded so you can murder me without any interruption is it?"
hahaha.

talked about aspirations and living up to expectations.
and that is like a very sensitive issue for me, but i wont elaborate.
some people know.
so anyways i nearly cried but i plastered a smile on my face and tried to laugh.
but i think she saw.
oh wells..

so i'm not going to school tomorrow.
i wanna be missed.
please miss me.
i sound like a despot.
hahahahahaha.
but miss me k?

and like i found out on monday night that grad nite is going to be at ITE.
nobody believed me.
then when it was announced on tues everyone made hll lot of noise.
please..we're graduating that night.
FROM AN ITE.
a bit too much right?
the school's standard cannot be any lower.
like i said in class, next year's might be under the HDB at the void deck.
and the principle could say that money is not an issue.

sure...send $70 000 on the library air-con and make us graduate from an ITE.
buy gown for what?
might as well go in FBTs.
shit nuts.




toodles =)
miss me!

FUCK YOU.

i officially declear mr tan tze siong the jerk of the century.
fucking arsehole.

i needed to go to the toilet REALLY REALLY REALLY badly today.
i was soooooo desperate.
i asked him NICELY many many many times, and he said NO.
told him how desperate i was. NO.
told him i was leaking. NO.

fuck him ok?
i've got my periods and you don't.
just because you are my teacher does not give you the right to deny me of basic needs like going to the toilet ok?

all male teachers are like that.
first mr lian. now mr tan.
what the fuck is their fucking problem?!
mr tan say some people go to the toilet to look at the mirror or meet their friend.
if he doesn't believe me he can come to the toilet with me alright?

if i wanted to look at the mirror i have my own.
i don't have to go to the toilet.
i can just do my hair in class and not give a damn about him.

if i wasn't taking o-level chinese orals today i would have walked out of the class to the toilet and face the consequences later.
i did consider doing that.
the only thing that held me back is that they might ban me from taking the exam today.
other than that they can call my mum but she will definitely stand up for me.

i am extremely pissed off today.
and considering the fact that i am PMS-ing, it only makes things worse.
fucking bastard.
he ought to be shot.
and to think i thought he was the nicest male teacher that teaches our class, considering the fact that the only other male teacher we have is mr lian.

and mr lian is also vying for the jerk-of-the-century title.
with his bigger-than-life ego, and he thinks he rules the universe.
they should just vanish from the face of the earth.

i just talked to my mother and she is calling the principle tomorrow.
its me against the world.
and my mother is capable of going to the extremes.

and if the school or any other teacher reads this for the matter, GOOD.
if the public reads it, i'm from st anthony's canossian secondary school.
don't send your child there if you have one.
our school doesn't deserve to maintain the autonomous status.

i'm still pissed, but moving along...
chinese o-level chinese orals today.
it was bad.
all i can do now is pray and hope the teacher was nice enough to give me a decent pass.

after orals while waiting for teresa i went to the drama room.
wanted to just say hi and all but justin wanted to talk to me.
he had bad news.

to all graduating students involved in the interactive dinner theater production:
the graduating students are not allowed to to it anymore.

appearently, MOE has a regulation that sec 4s are not to be involved in CCA.
ms chua wants to do it but she was very worried about us, or so i was told.
thus, justin says the sec 4s are not doing it.
it does not matter if the we we are willing to make the sacrifice.
he said he agreed with ms chua, and aked me to hate him as much as i would hate ms chua.

i don't think it's open for discussion.
it might be but i'm not sure.
filming will resume in late november early december after the o-levels.

the school is very excited about the filming project but i think it's basically pointless.
think about it:
would you rather watch a musical live in a theather of watch it on the internet as a webcast, in which there will be no songs?

i hardly think anyone would even bother going online to watch it.
the only reason why i want to do this is because it will look good on paper.
mainly my testimonial.
first ever webcast to be produced my a school blah blah blah.
but i really like the story too.
really really like it.

i was sooo hoping to do something big before i leave the school.
first they cancelled the musical.
then, they don't allow the graduating people to do the interactive dinner theater thing.
i'm like graduating empty handed.
i feel so cheated.
i REALLY wanted to do something big.

i guess it was just not meant to be.

but justin said he might use me in another production.
in which i will be paid.
but again, no promises.
i don't dare cling onto those words.
besides, i won't be surprised if i'm not good enough.
i've never been good enough.
i just want to be. but that does not mean i am.
to hope for so much and be let down as i was for the musical and interactive dinner theater.
but of course, that is for the school.
but i don't know what that thing he said is for.

he was like " i think you're.....bright."
was so difficult for him to say that.
hahahahahaha:)
but then again, i dare not hope for much.
he probably said that to console me.
ha..i think i looked devasted when he told me we're not doing the theather thing anymore.

but that brightened my day for that little while.
until realisation dawned on me that he might have said it for the sake of saying something nice.

and in addition to the events that had happened today,
that news just made me more depressed that i already was.

two whole weeks of bliss and now, the first day of the week and i'm having one of the worse ones in my entire life.

but i'm feeling much better after ranting.
i'm thinking about all the vulgarities above now that i'm actually thinking clearly, but i don't think i want to remove them.
i might just decide to ask my mum to not make the call after all.
i might.
but i'm still extremely pissed.

i think everyone at home is steering clear of me too.
i think they can tell how pissed i am.
my brother just shouted "you PMS-ing is it?! like the whole world offended you or something!"
and yes, i am PMS-ing.
the whole world didn't offend me.
it's just mr tan.

i know i might get into trouble if the school sees this, but at the moment, i really couldn't care less.

catch up :)

ok. i know i have beem missing in action for some time.
to natalie : i'm sorry for that. i'm sorry for not updating and pushing that entry with all your embarrasing moments down to the bottm.
and hey, u better be honoured alrights?
i don't apologise often. much less make public apologies.

so yes, i'd like to turn back time and record all the painfully funny moments of this week.
another wonderful wonderful week :)
i hope it carries on.
teachers will be getting their bonuses next week!
so i'm looking forward to them being in a terrific mood :)
except you-know- who. and it is NOT ms a. lim.

in fact, ms lim has been really really really nice nice the term started.
not that i'm complaining.
it's cool when she's happy.

moving along,
i really wanna update about the past one week i've been M.I.A.
but i can't remember, so i'll just talk about yesterday.

there was physics, and the lesson was REALLY boring.
i started reading my book and mrs boo caught me so i HAD to stone to pass time.
but i decided to let my imagination run a wee bit wild to liven up the class.
mrs boo was showing us this experiment on the solenoid where this rod goes in and out and electricity is generated.

she was like "what does this look like?"
and swee went "condom!"
and mrs boo was like "SO BIG?!!"
lol ;)
and the experiment went on about how when she moves the rod in and out there is electricity and none when there is no movement.

so being bored, i shouted "ya! and when you move the rod faster and more vigourously, more electricity will be produced."
knowing how dirty minded our class is, they erupted in laughter.
and mrs boo was like "aiya...that's how babies are generated also what.."
and aza was like "really?! i thought sex was supposed to be slow and passionate?"
hahahahahahahahaha.
damn funny.

then mrs boo was like "no, it needs friction and has to be rubbed."
and she started rubbing the rod!!!!!
omg. it was like REALLY bad.

mrs boo told us how when she was like our age she was so innocent and didn't know what a condom was.
she went to a movie and didn't understand why everyone was laughing when this little boy went to his parents' room and found a balloon-like thing and started blowing.
so dumb it was funny.

and nat told us how when she was young she thought the stands of condoms in convenience stores were sweet stands.
so she pointed to the condoms and went "mummy...i want."
HAHAHAHA :)
then her mum was like "wait till you're older then you buy."
lol.

talking about natalie, that girl has issues.
natlie, just admit that you are a bloody lesbian who's attracted to girls.
and she keeps complaining to me that her breasts hurt.
and nat, i agree with your mum......what breasts?

she had chinese orals yesterday.
conversation topic was something about maids and employers.
then the teachers asked her if having maids are dangerous.
she was like what the fuck? then said no.
the teacher asked why, and natalie koh, being the dumbest girl in the world said because they had the agency's number, and can call if the maid tries to do anything.
and the teachers are like after they kill you and your whole family is dead, you have the number also no use.

hahahahahahaha!
and they laughed at her.
BOTH of them.
i hope the same thing doesn't happen to me on monday.

oh..and ms lim heard about nat's orals during ss tutorials an she laughed too :)

anyways...and sandra is going crazy.
during e.math she started singing at the top of her voice.
"THERE WAS A TIME WHEN PEOPLE SAID THAT SINGAPORE WON'T MAKE IT BUT WE DID....."
that girl has issues too.

but i love them all the same.
we had some major gossiping session at gelare today :)
funny funny funny...

there's something wrong with my right eye.
i can't see properly.
it's so annoying.

bye babes....another time, another day.