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aren't worth someone else's pain.
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Wednesday, February 06, 2008
jerine♥, 11:15 PM



memories don't fade. right?

i'm right am i not? please let me be.
my grand-daddy is losing his memory.
it's like not diagnosed but it's evident :(

memories don't fade. right?

i realised it after reunion dinner tonight. after incidences recounted by my grandmother and my own observations.
and it's probably only the beginning.

memories don't fade. right?
i've had multiple breakdowns since this realisation struck.
i love him.
though i've never really told him but i do.
i'm so very afraid that i might lose him. to anything.

memories don't fade. right?
age is claiming its fee on both my grandparents.
my grandmother has breathing difficulties and my grandfather's knees are failing him. plus this.

memories don't fade. right?

i've never liked losing. never. i had to win everything i did, otherwise i won't do it at all.
i don't like losing anything. nor anyone.
please don't let things go in a downward spiral.
i love them.
memories don't fade. right?
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