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A masquarade. Always.


Maturity is realising that your own pleasures
aren't worth someone else's pain.
- jerine
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Thursday, January 03, 2008
jerine♥, 9:01 PM

loved, appreciated and remembered.

so school's in again...and only the J1s are cheering - literally.
but it's been pretty alright so far though..just that i think chinese is wasting a hell lot of my time..though gisella thinks it's considered destressing =/

anyways..i'm really happy today :)
my forever 21 hoodie came in the mail - it's like christmas :)
and i recieved a picture and a note from pyrena!
so sweet! i seriously miss ocip and the people..
damn damn much.



and i found out something else yesterday that doesn't sit quite so well.
i'm not even worth about a full $5000.
yup...my well-being is not even worth that much.
my health, my life.

it hurts. a lot.
the hurt he's caused is so much more than the pain itself.
now i know. i know.
i don't even care if i'm going for that minor surgery anymore.
so he'd rather i wait for a subsidised treatment rather than pay a little more to relief me of the pain.
but the pain's nothing now.
nothing.