when rats leave a sinking ship, where exactly do they think they're going?

i'm back :)
so much has happened in the past week. i wont go into that much details.
so chinese new year is over! not the whole 15 days but still...the official holidays.
somehow or rather i received a whole lot less red packets this year. though i've get to open them they do look really miserable.

i was supposed to go to hong kong last friday with my extended family cause my grandma was sick and someone had to take over her place.
but nooooooo, for some reason i know not, i said no.
don't ask. i nearly beat myself up over it.
could have skipped school and all.

to comfort myself i asked sandra out on sat :)
hahaha...we shopped a whole lot and bought lots of stuff too:)
life's good when you have friends working and slacking when you're in school!
but school's going to start soon for everyone next week except the people going to poly - which basically means everyone's going to be slacking while val sandra nat and i start mugging.

the time's gonna come when all of us are in schools and it'd be so damn difficult to get together.
i miss them :(

i still don't know where i want to go.
fickel as i am, i'm having second thoughts about tpjc again.
ugh....should have just left my 1st choice as cjc.
oh well. if god wants me to go to cj then he'll let my 2nd application fail.
okokok....when i think about it i really think i should have gone to cj.

on the last day of the application.

during chinese eunice and i were helping me decide if i should change my 1st application.
so we tore a whole foolscap into small pieces with cjc and tpjc on them.
pick 3, the result: CJC.

not convinced, we flipped a coin.
the result: CJC.

still not convinced.
me: god, if you want me to go to cj please send a bird flying past in the next 10 seconds.
result: a bird. (CJC)

STILL not convinced.
so i cabbed home, rushing to make it back in time to change my application, BARELY reaching home in time.
hint: CJC.

nooooo stupid me still didn't get it.
so i made the application and everything.
fine.
10 minutes later, some moe person call to tell me i didn't complete the submission.
i should have gotten the hint my now that maybe i'm meant for cj.
nooooooo i argued with the stupid woman that i clicked submit and that i have the verification from.

oh my god!
so dumb. maybe i was really meant to go to cj and god wanted me there!
oh well we'll pray for the best.

and something really weird!
both my ex-principles from my primary school died on the same day.
(though i don't know one of them.)
freaky?

and it's so weird.
i graduated from primary school after primary 6 right? and my principle took over for only 4 years. after i graduated, she got cancer. so there was a change in principle the year after my last year when i was in sec 1.
THEN in sac, j lo took over as principle the year we entered. after 4 years, we graduated. the year after we left, nobody has seen her in school because she's suffering from cancer. and after 4 years, the year right after we graduate, sac's gonna have a new principle.

you see the pattern?
its freaky!
hahahahaha....

just in case i don't update anytime soon,

happy birthday sandra!
happy birthday valerie!

love you babes loads :)