keep smiling. it makes people wonder what you're up to. :)

the weeks are going by really quickly. O-level results are gonna be out soon. maybe too soon.

talked to teresa yesterday :) i miss her so much. i miss the G8 so much. i miss 4/6 terribly. i miss bey bey. i miss adeline lim :(
oh wells...anyways, tree's the genius of her class. because genius decided to start in grade 11 instead of 12.
i wanna go to australia and be a genius too!
hahaha...but that poor girl is stucked with dial up at home. lol :)
the weeks will pass and we'll get to see phantom of the opera soon:)

ha...and i don't know why but i cracked and cried during GP yesterday.
not boo-hoo cried but yea...
i just got damn disturbed by the pillow angel girl.
poor dear...

i mean what right does anybody have at all to make such decisions for her?
to condemn her to a life where she'll be seen as a freak, more than she already is.
being mentally retarded is bad enough. the least her parents can do is to give her a life as normal as possible.
maybe, just maybe she knows what's going on, and is only unable to express herself in a way we understand.
maybe she's just like anyone else but who is trapped in a body which makes people see her as worthless, as a burden.
she's worthy of a life as much as any of us is.
maybe inside of her she's screaming to be given a chance to grow, to be normal.

stopping her from growing to her parent's convience.
life doesn't hold much meaning for her does it?
having breast buds and uterus removed from her.
having to be given injections to be kept small and light.
all she's doing now is probably eat, sleep, and waiting for death to come claim its fee.
what kind of life is that?
it was not fulfilling in the first place due to her mental disability.
but now she doesn't even have anything to look forward to.
we jump for joy at growing just 1 cm taller. she can't do that now. not even on the inside.

what makes anyone think she doesn't know what's going on?
to deny her the right to live, to grow as normally as possible in her condition?
afterall, she's human too right?
she has every right in the world to be allowed to live like a normal being.

i understand that her parents have their difficulties too.
and that they have her interest at heart.
that's what makes this whole thing so disturbing.
for or against? i don't really know.

moving on, i got 31/50 for my 1st GP essay :)
it's good alrights? or so my teacher said.
actually it had better be good. i spent a whole day doing it despite being sick.
794 words :)

clara's GP teacher was a total arse.
he accused her of photocopying someone else's essay cuz her printer was wonky and there were yellow dots on her paper.
just because he plagiarised in the uni and it caused him his honours dosen't mean the whole world is as unoriginal as he is. pffft.....
and i read this somewhere : To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is research. :)

oh...and i realised my photo album on shutterfly is kinda wonky. there are two of the same albums. and it's not complete either.
not much photos of the arch and the colossium and none of fountaine de travi!
i'll update it soon :)


adios:)