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Maturity is realising that your own pleasures
aren't worth someone else's pain.
- jerine
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
jerine♥, 2:38 PM

Vampires are make-believe. Just like elves, gremlins, and eskimos. And many other things.

for as long as i can remember i've been looking at the world through rose-tinted glasses. sort of.
it's all make-believe. or rather just me making myself believe.
everything just seems so pretty and perfect. that is unless reality strikes you hard. in the face.
i've learnt that things don't always go your way. sometimes it never does.
i've learnt that even working damn hard doen't necessarily make things go your way.
i've learnt that even when you are desperate miracles don't happen.
i didn't learn easy. but i've learnt.

it's not for the sake of it.

maybe we should start speaking through tinted glasses.

JC posting for 1st three months is out.
got posted to TPJC. just my luck. well at least i'll have charmaine for company.
i'm appeal to get into CJC. now i feel stupid putting in as my 2nd choice and submitting my choices a day late.
oh well..if it's not successful at least i'll only be in TP for 3 months.

watched the holiday...it's not bad but a little long though.
got myself a pretty pair of black heels and black top.
oh oh...yes. and a set of jane austin novels.

i've packed some of my stuff for italy this morning.
i'd sound like an ungrateful brat but i'm not at all excited about going there. in fact, i don't feel like going at all anymore.



in a long dark tunnel, i only pray for a spark.
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