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Maturity is realising that your own pleasures
aren't worth someone else's pain.
- jerine
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
jerine♥, 3:31 PM


this post is for dearest alex.
(and those who are in a dilema or hurt due to love)

cheer up babe.
it's not worth it.........trust me. just this 1 time.
this is going to be 1 very cliched post but just think about it alrights?

you love him.
but does he feel the same way?
from what you tell me, he's not worth it.
not worthy of your love, your heart, and definately not your tears.
you were never known to be one who will cry......over anything.
not friends.
not results.
not arguements.
never a boy.

i want my old friend back.
the bright cheery insane friend.
the one who laughs and smiles despite anything and everything.
the one who makes me laugh when i cry.
the one who never tolerates any shit.
the one who will never put up with a boy who hurts her.

where is she?

right.
so you may think i'm saying this cause i'm not you.
you're right. i'm not.
im not trying to be your best friend either.
but i do know 1 thing.......he wouldn't be hurting you like this if the love was real.
he's not worth your tears babe.
if he can bring himself to say that you are better off without him,
then maybe you are.

if you really love something,
let it go.
if it comes back,
it's yours.
if it doesn't,
it never really was in the first place.

like you said,
maybe he thinks you're not good enough.
but i say,
maybe he's wrong.
you try to change.
but isn't he supposed to accept you as you are if he loves the real you?
no one will ever be good enough.
what is good enough?
how good is good enough?
good enough will never be good enough.
im taking a HUGH risk here by saying this.
but only because you are my friend.
what if you're never good enough?

honestly babe,
you deserve so much better.

i know people say "love like you'll never be hurt".
and you did.
but what happens now that you are hurt?

i was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments,
and glue them together again,
and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new.
what is brokened is brokened ---
and i'd rather remember it as it was at its best,
then mend it and see the broken places as long as i lived.

i won't dream about telling you what to do.
you make your own choices.
but just think about this;
would you stay, knowing life would be a little worse?
or would you cut and run?

i know you love him.
but nothing is worse than unrequited love.
sure you've had your happy times.
but how many times have you cried over him?
cried alone, when no one's around?
does he know?
i hope not.
cause if he does, and still not change, he ought to be shot.

and YOU.
i won't even bother typing your name. you're not worth it.
you kidnapped my friend. her heart.
you made her believe you loved her.
she loved you in return like a fool.
instead of treasuring her,
u hurt her. real bad.
you don't deserve her. really.
calling you a jerk will be an insult to all jerks in the world.

i want my old friend back.

there are many people who love and care for you alex.
your parents love you.
your friends love you.
those animals in your house love you.
i love you too.
so please...if you're so upset, don't continue to torture yourself.

just be happy.
even if you stay with him, be happy.
love you babe. <3
love is like a rainbow -- beautiful and colourful.
but at it's core, it's just an illusion.