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Sunday, May 14, 2006
jerine♥, 7:10 PM


F.A.T.

that is the word i dread.
the letters i despise.

right..so i've been pigging out.
i mean REALLY pigging out.

for the past 3 days (or maybe more..i wont say) i've been eating A LOT.
i mean, hey..i cant help it eh?
i juz eat.
i should have stayed anorexic when i was in pri 4.
ok maybe not..it was awful.
really wanting to eat but finding food revolting.

i need to lose weight.
but how?!
only god knows. please have mercy on this poor girl.
i dun wanna be looked down upon in society.

i don't get people these days.
so what if someone is fat? or so they say.
it's an opinion of theirs.
even if it's a fact so what?
not that someone who weighs more is less capable.
some people should just fuck off and mind their own business.

its because of these people that people like me feel pressured.
in a world of perfection and skinny people,
where acceptable means looking like a stick,
people like me are being pushed out of society.
we have practically no right to live.
we are being dehumanized by these "perfect" people.

what the fuck.
im ballooning slowly.
i plan to be 50kg or less by july.
thats 3.5kg to lose.
great.
and i've just announced my weight to the entire world.
just great....
well done me.

i have no idea why i'm saying such stuff.
i'm not that fat actually....... or so i say.
am i?
who cares?
it's my life.
if you're not happy you can jolly well fuck off.




i despise society.
ditto for a materialistic world.


hey..looks who's talking =)
materialistic girl.
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