1st 2 papers down.
right..so as of above, i have juz survived the 1st day of my exams. 1st two papers=) it was kinda ok..wrote my chinese letter 4 half n hr n i checked e dict 4 1/2 an hr. wrote my chinese essay 4 1/2 an hr n checked e dict n 1/2 an hr. dumb..technically i spent an hr checking e dict n an hr writing..dats WAY dumb..but i cant find some of the words in e dict anyways..spelling 4 throw is diu right? nope..nothing like that in e dict. stupid.
so a 3 day weekend then papers again. my parents will b on holiday so i doubt i'll even b studying..n my mum's gone insane..she wanted me to go on holiday too. she believes that i can study in e hotel. fool. she tempts me with sth whenever i wanna study. n when i dont get e results she wanna c she yells at me n say that i dun study. im lyk what the fuck?! you r never at home so dont say u dont see me studying...so wad do i have to do now? put myself on video conference everytime i study? n when i dont do well its not cuz i dont study..not my fault that the paper is hard eh? think everything is easy..chinese is easier now cuz u get to use the dictionary. so? BIG DEAL..not like i can find the words in there anyways. she wants me to read more chinese books to improve my chinese. fuck la..not like i will know how to read e words in the books. ugh! so annoyed right now.
parents.
they wanna know everything.
they wanna control everything.
they think they know you.
they think they know what's best 4 u.
but u know wad?
things dont happen your way all the time.
you are not going to know everything n control my life.
i love you but there has got to be a limit as to what you do to me.
i know u think that whatever you do is 4 my own good.
but that is not always the case.
sometimes you can be wrong too.
you think i do not appreciate what you do 4 me.
you're WRONG.
you think that i don't love you.
you're WRONG.
you have to get your facts straight.
loving you doesn't mean that i have to spell it out.
neither do i have to write it on my forehead.
it is shown through little actions and gestures.
but i guess you don't notice.
maybe you don't even notice me.
im lost.
right..so as of above, i have juz survived the 1st day of my exams. 1st two papers=) it was kinda ok..wrote my chinese letter 4 half n hr n i checked e dict 4 1/2 an hr. wrote my chinese essay 4 1/2 an hr n checked e dict n 1/2 an hr. dumb..technically i spent an hr checking e dict n an hr writing..dats WAY dumb..but i cant find some of the words in e dict anyways..spelling 4 throw is diu right? nope..nothing like that in e dict. stupid.
so a 3 day weekend then papers again. my parents will b on holiday so i doubt i'll even b studying..n my mum's gone insane..she wanted me to go on holiday too. she believes that i can study in e hotel. fool. she tempts me with sth whenever i wanna study. n when i dont get e results she wanna c she yells at me n say that i dun study. im lyk what the fuck?! you r never at home so dont say u dont see me studying...so wad do i have to do now? put myself on video conference everytime i study? n when i dont do well its not cuz i dont study..not my fault that the paper is hard eh? think everything is easy..chinese is easier now cuz u get to use the dictionary. so? BIG DEAL..not like i can find the words in there anyways. she wants me to read more chinese books to improve my chinese. fuck la..not like i will know how to read e words in the books. ugh! so annoyed right now.
parents.
they wanna know everything.
they wanna control everything.
they think they know you.
they think they know what's best 4 u.
but u know wad?
things dont happen your way all the time.
you are not going to know everything n control my life.
i love you but there has got to be a limit as to what you do to me.
i know u think that whatever you do is 4 my own good.
but that is not always the case.
sometimes you can be wrong too.
you think i do not appreciate what you do 4 me.
you're WRONG.
you think that i don't love you.
you're WRONG.
you have to get your facts straight.
loving you doesn't mean that i have to spell it out.
neither do i have to write it on my forehead.
it is shown through little actions and gestures.
but i guess you don't notice.
maybe you don't even notice me.
im lost.
jerine